im in lurve with myself

2007-03-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

so the last time i said it was DEAD.
but its prolly decaying now/
because i contemplated switching to wordpress like laurie, coz i got bored of blogger and their super lianxz skins.
however, as you all know, i dont have very much patience, let alone time.
and hence, decided to prioritise and leave blogging to muchmuch later,
i guess its been pretty long hasnt it?

OKAY.
so fast forward>>>>>
career seminar is supposed to help me map out my career route however it just made things more complicated and opened my eyes to more choices.
i thought i knew what i wanted, which direction i was going to head. but apparently, poly is more appealing than i thought!
and i dread the day i wld have to make such a life-changing decision?
like i dont wanna regret! hell no!

and im very much looking forward to passion play and EASTER! :DD
haha okay, that was random.
but yeah, its gonna be reaaaal soon!

and i very much doubt i wld bother to post again, until perhaps when i find a nice not lianxz skin.

all rightos. back to what i set out to do initially, which was just to finish up what i gotta do for stations tmrrrr!

TAKE ME DEEEEEEEEEEEPER////.

2007-02-14T03:54:00.000-08:00

MERRRRY VALENTINES! :D

like this thang is DEAD.
wahhah.
but i havent had time esp with all e workload/tests and whatnot.
BUSY!

sooooooo i shall backtrack to 10Feb.
we flag-dayed at toa payoh.
weather was scorching pls.
hot sun+sch uni+tins = not my ideal way of spending a sat yo.
ppl werent as generous than those in kovan;
we headed back to return our tins only to have that angmoh ascertain e amount as average.
like whatever!

and then doreeenblingmel and i headed to town :DDD
met rachie at borders
and we had early scrumptious dinner at fish&co before heading off to source for bling's belated presents!
was FUN! i wannawannaWANNA go again.

and Passion Play the next day was some great way to spend my sun noon even if that meant lesser hw time.
pity that there just werent manyyy more new pple?
booo.

IM FREEE TONIGHT.
NO HW/TESTS TMR.
COOLSHIT HUH.
>>> THAT MEANS I CAN WATCH TV USE COMP AND SLACK!
AND SLEEP EARLY!!!!!
WOOOOHOOO.
BEEEN LONG, TOO LONG INDEED.

(:

2007-02-02T05:35:00.000-08:00

so the ONLY highlight of the week wld be,
towning with charm(:
it was an afternoon well spent;
thankyouu<3!
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busyweezy.
common tests starts on mon.
somehow,i think im used to it already.
as it is, since sch started we've already had countless of tests.
only diff is that it'll be in e report bk this time.
i dont intend to see any reds/
i know i cant afford too.

my eyes are ridden with ringsbags,what not.
and so i had a 4hr nap ytd, to do some justice to them!
i cld coz for once, there wasnt any test/hw due the next day.

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im in yet another one of my moods again.

BUT to look on the brightcheery side of things,
its e muchmuchhh awaited weekends!
hoooooray.

you're beautiful, like e rainbow.

2007-01-27T08:30:00.004-08:00

im sorry Lord,
for having hurt a friend today.
by my awfully tactless comment.

no one can ever be an all-rounder,
no matter how hard we strive for perfection,
its impossible.
there are just some things that we're good at, some things maybe not so good at.
but i know You have given us many talents and gifts.
just that we havent realized it yet?perhaps.

so my dearest friend,
im terribly sorry.
i hope and i know you'll cheeer up.
forgive me for shooting my mouth off without a second thought.
you are truly talented.
maybe not in that certain aspect, but in manymanyy others!
i love you so.
and i cant wait to see that bigbig smile of yours once again (:

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north district youth rally was ______
only the praise&worship was goooood.
bonus;mr aaron was in orange grp too!:D
haha.

meeting was oooookay.
elections was a tough decision
but we finally decided on>>>>>

PRESIDENT;
MR JOEL ALEJANDRO LEONG
VICE PRESIDENT;
MISS JOSCELYN HENG

wooooooooooots!:DDD
haha.i knowww they'll be greattt leaders!

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OH and parables retreat last week was gooood.
pitypity we cldnt stay overnight and it was waayy too short!
the leadership training,emotional sharings,crazy games!
oh im missing it already.

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2007-01-13T08:28:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS 2006
hmmm.i didnt post any xmas pics did i.
well, here's one of most of us;including gerri/kevin/alan! :D

DORA LOVES PARABLES!!!

was just talking to joel alejandro leong bout how we've all grown.
and im so prouda us.
theyre the reason why i look forward to church.

<333333!

2007-01-13T07:43:00.000-08:00

WHEN WILL WE END THIS HUH!
uhhh>its making me so miserable

im depressed.
and bored.
there's absolutely nothing to do.
tv shows are sucha bore on sats!
okay maybe there's a whole pile of hw sitting there waiting to be completed, but im so not in the mood?
and soo much for looking forward to shopping before rach's party tmr.
okay, whatever.

my social life is pretty much dead now.
hah long way more to freedom yo.

on a happyhappy note, mummy dearest said i cld go for parables retreat next week.
WOOOHOOO! > :D
was so worried i wldnt be able too.
man i cant wait!

okay so im sourcing for info on accomodation/rangers for our mount kinabalu trip in june;
which im really hoping i'll be able to go.
coz its like we're planning it?
and i wanna have the experience!
it wldnt be easy definitely but it certainly sounds like some greaaat awesome fun!

okay;back too worrrrrk! :DD

2007-01-12T20:33:00.000-08:00

finally, the weekends! :D
so bling asked me to go with her and doreen for SPH's journalism thang.
i was pretty interested but ive been looking forward to sat!
saturdays=parables!catclass!mass!
oh wells. apologies guys.
but i'll see your on sun! for rachie's bday party(:

the week has been rather hectic.
overloaded with homework! and we already had our chi/ss/chem test!
gahhh-
and have i mentioned that bling has already completed like 3/4 of her weekend hw?
me? hah. dont talk bout it.
but i guess i gotta do it today!
wont have much time tmr;

OH and we've gotta cool handsome sub for 3weeks coz mrsselva's away!
i think he's a terrific motivator, maybe even better than his teaching!haha.

and ytd was the first time in weeks i believe, that i cld actually sit down and watch tv without worrying bout what daddy wld say!

OKAY; GOTTA GO GET READY FOR MEETING!

2007-01-06T06:08:00.000-08:00

PICTURES FROM COUNTDOWN! ((:

In life, you have to make decisions.
you cannot be too greedy,
and take all you want.
you cant be too selfish either,
and share all your things only with urself.
--i know i'll always rmb what you said(:

ANYWAYYYYYYYYS.
i was feeling so _______ during meeting today.
coz we discussed bout our year plan
and it seems like i wont be able to join in most of the activities/events!
major BOOOHOOO> :(
coz of O's and daddy of coz.
okay, happy thoughts dora! optimism.

I ABHORRRR INSECTS.
ALL KINDS OF BUGS.
ESP THOSE THAT FLY AND ARE SLIMYYY.
okay that was random.
one just flew near me! EEEKS-
mr dcruz killed it with a box though, thank heavens! :D

AND JOS,CHARM,JANICE WERE ABSOLUTE MEANIES.
THEY TOOK THE 912E AND LEFT ME!
WHAT A LONELY JOURNEY HOME PLEASE!
GRRRR-

come to the Lord,
come to the table of lasting life
bring your burdens, there's no price
just COME TO THE LORD.

2007-01-05T06:13:00.000-08:00

so today was like my official first day of sch.
thanks to sec1 orientation the past 2days.
which im verrryyy glad is now over!
already,hw has been given, and supplementary starts next wk onwards.
how pressurizing.
new teachers;some im not too pleased to have.

chinese class? we're split according to our grades.
mine apparenty is a B3.
thankgoodness bling's is too or i'll so die.
it'll be like the fourth yr we'll be having ms ham.
chinese.chinese.CHINESE.
im rather worried bout it.
grrrr- i'll just have to love it for now.
like what bling always say? "hua yu COOL" ! > :D

im feeling sooo RAHHHHHH.
theres a gazillion thoughts running thru' my mind now.

okay,i give up typing;
blogger's being sucha bloodyass by not allowing me to post pics of countdown! ):

TILL NEXT TIME.

2006-12-23T07:44:00.000-08:00

this is toooo exasperating.
im going crazy.
why why why must things be this complicated?
ive had enough.
TELL ME WHEN WILL THIS END? GRRRRRR

so ive just been so busy lately!
what with rehearsals for our skit on 26th dec and all the shopping!
oh not forgetting tuition./
yes TUITION.
it so killed my xmas-y mood that day.

tmr is gonna be oh so exciting.
:DDDD
cooking for youth canteeen!
and then rushing to get xmas gifts all done, getting ready for midnight mass!
and Joscelyn's hse after that!
aaaah pitypity sandra suzie fong wont be here with us this time round!
bet that gurl's having tons of fun at goldcoast! haha

ALRIGHT.
IM OUT--

2006-12-14T04:18:00.000-08:00

and so i finally found time to blog! (:

youth camp was awesomeeeee.

SAUDIARABIANS was a maddd group.

[larris.anthony.dora.roseria.desiree.samantha]

we won the telematch though!
something def to be proud of.haha
we did the craziest things and i got to know a whole lotta pple i nvr thought i wld actually befriend.
SOME of the many things we did:
hiking up and down penang hill/auctioning our clothes for food/being completely buried at the beach only breathing thru a straw/all the skits;commercials we had to come up with/cooking our own meals/the playing of cards during free time/shopping with the "hafa hafa 's"/

ROOM MATES!:D

5days flew by so quickly, i was reluctant to leave.
sucha new cool experience,compared to all the sch/leadership camps i go for.
and once again,i got even tanner.GRRRRR;

ytd was the last day of the youth seminarrr
and we ended it with a bbq!
organized by parables(:
it was sooo much work please.
but greatgreat fun coz we all did it tog.

VIVO TODAYYYYY!
the much awaited trip with mel*bling(:
caught The Holiday toooooo.

and so i think ive wasted enough time.
TOODLESNOODLES;;

2006-12-02T02:16:00.000-08:00

HAPPYY 19TH BIRTHDAY LAR!!
:DDD
like you know i love you so.
even though im busy, i find the time to blog for YOU.
awwww(:
haha. and didnt we have sucha wonderful time without LAU in genting!
our venti at starbucks!
sweeetfattysinful memories indeed.

like OHMYGOODNESS,
so much has been going on lately that there just hasnt been time to blog!
much less use the comp, watch tv or read a good book or two!
so there was the

1.Leadership Expedition at Bintan,
where i learnt sooo many things and had such wonderful new experiences like climbing a coconut tree/gazing at the gorgeous starry night sky/catching fireflies/jumping off a moving boat into a net/stranded at sea/going down the flying fox TWICE/picking seashells at this island with its azure blue waters/unpredictable weather/itching from all those mosquitoe and sandfly bites/climbing up Mt Kinjang/kayaking/rockclimbing BLINDFOLDED/building a raft/sleeping in the kelong and tent/having my towel and trackpants blown away during a storm/screaming and singing campfire songs/doing the loola dance/bonding with fellow leaders of mf.
Loola was sucha fun crazyy place.
YES, i enjoyed myself thoroughly! :D

2.Games Day
PARABLES WON!! OH YES WE DID!!
it was sucha wonderful bonding session. but i didnt think we had to go all the way to east coast just for those games we played! oh wells.
AND WE DIDNT GET OUR PRIZE? HOW DISAPPOINTING. TSKKK.

3.Genting with the Family
now that was some greeaaat fun though lau didnt come.
i was fascinated by how the hotel we stayed in was oh so colourful and it had soo many things lar.all in one kinda hotel coz it had everything!
ive found a passion for bowling too! :D
we did rockclimbing/shopped/ate lots/wenta the outdoor theme park but was too scaredy to ride the thrill rides!/cable car-ed/starbuck-ed/

right now im too UHHH-ed to talk bout 4. children's camp!!
mainly coz of ______ and the fact that blogger is being sucha ass by not wanting to upload my genting pics. GRRRRRRR-
OH and derz YOUTHCAMP TMRRRR!!
wooohooo. cant wait ((:

OUT/

2006-11-12T21:25:00.000-08:00

failure.
majorrr disappointment.
no trophy,no medal.
we came in 4th.
just one position away to top3, to my medal!!
our competitors were too strong for us and they had far more training esp since dragonboating was their cca.
mayflower's too cockyy.
having won 2nd place in previous years' dragonboating regatta with just a single training, they thought they cld do it this time round again.
we went to the competition with great hopes, after merely 2pathetic attemps at paddling.
i guess this merely proves that there is no shortcut to success.
you just gotta put in the effort & training in this case.
AND we had too high expectations.

but something good came out of it.
friendship with theo and doreen! :D

i wanna go for next yr's temasak regatta!!
but then there's O's.
i dont know.
but i do really wanna try next yr again.
hopefully, we'll be ready with more trainings then.

OH AND IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR'S CAMP AT BINTAN ANYMOREEEEE.
I DONT WANNA PACK.
I DONT WANNA SLEEP IN TENTS.
GAAAAH.

oh wells,will only be back on fridayy night.
and sat's games day!! HOW EXCITING.

DORA/.

2006-11-09T07:51:00.000-08:00

dragonboating today again! :D
soooo fun but pt pretty much sucked.
OH and THEO/TWIN is in the same team as me!!
TEAM A! i HOPEHOPEWANT TO WIN!!
we can do it theo,and we'll scream and shout real loud when we get tiredd.haha! (:
pity that bling & doreeen are in teamB! oh wells.

so we lunched at unitedsquare and starbucked!
what an unexpected afternooon.
but it was some great gossippying fun!
we just stayed there for hours? with our coffee and comfyy sofas!
blingdoreentheo pretty much froze while i was kept warm by caffemochaaa! deeelicious.
wise choice indeed.
IM SO EXCITED FOR SUNDAYYY!; DRAGONBOAT REGATTA!
but maybe like sandraaa said,i shldnt get my hopes up too high?
for fear of it leading to great disappointment.
BUT ive neverevereverr gotten a medal/trophy before.
only plentymany of certs? ):
oh prettyy please? with sugarrr on top!

towning with LAU tmrrr(:
OH and we gotta meet our coach" at amk macs tmr at 183o? GRRRRRRRRR.
only teamA larr.
bloodyhell i dont wanna go amk AGAIN!
but for the sake of being in the team, i shall greatly sacrifice and go theo!
you tricked me into saying yes!haha

and to mr CC:
YOU DRIVE ME CRAZYYYY!!! ):
i hate whats going on between us.

2006-11-07T05:10:00.000-08:00

this morning was some salty-wet fun!
instead of waking up in the late afternoon like i always do,
i dragged myself reluctantly outta bed at bout 0730 i believe?
and headed to school for our dragonboating training at kallang river!!
was mourning at first coz i only realized i forgot my shoebag, which had my sandals when i reached sch.
like i was sooo UHHHHH.
so much for thinking i didnt forget to bring anything.
GRRR/so poor me and to go ard in soggy shoes afterwards!
it was sucha wonderful wet experience though.
rowing the hours away!
the weather was good too; no need for sunblock! :D

AND OMGOMG.
VICTORIA GUYS ARE SO FIT LAR!
SO IDEAL! HAHA

im lookin forward to the next training!
which wld be on thurs.

the day was spent with the parents and brother(:
lunch&bubble tea at bugis
lavender to get passport stuff done
travel agency>HOLIDAY!
and arab street!

LAURIE'S COMING BACK TMRRRRRRRRRR!

2006-11-05T07:00:00.000-08:00

and so ive got new books to read!
thanks to bling and mel(:
done with one, another to go!

like there's been so many things to do lately.
what with the children's drama camp and all.
AND there's mtg for the sec1 orientation tmr.
how absolutely dreadful.
tell me again why i volunteered?
oh right. i didnt have a choice.
bloody sigh.

oh and sister dear will be back on wed! HOOOOORAY.
been too long without her yeah.

and his sudden outburst has left me so upsetconfusedscared.
wld it be right to stop him?
i dont know.
is it so hard for things to get back to the way it was?

2006-10-30T03:01:00.000-08:00

dora's needs a book.
desperately.
its so boring at nights please!

like i moaned and groaned all day ytd.
coz mummy cheated me of my feelings.
she said she'd bring me out.
BUT DID SHE?!
no she didnt
and i was stuck at home.
okay, im supposed to be over it already.

starbuck-ed with bling&doreeen today! (:
haha doreen had just sooo many interesting gossips please!
cant wait for e next sleepoverrr.
and the hokkien mee at wisma's food republic so wasnt worth it lar.
to think we waited sooo long?
i just dont get the snakin' long queues!

and LAU my HOPE is coming back soooon!
>oh YAY.
ive been keeping her bed warm some nights! haha

INEEEDABOOOOK-

2006-10-26T03:46:00.000-07:00

so i think im pretty satisfied with my results(:
lowest being chinese with a B3
but i guess i'll work on that.
i have too! considering that there's a whole asst bk needed to be done and a storybk to be read by e end of the hols> GRRRR.
like if it was eng i cld possibly finish it in a day.
but like hello? its chinese!!

daddy and joshie came to sch today for e HighAchiever'sTea!
i wld say its better than midyrs yeah.
and i did doze off during e motivational talk.
it was pretty interesting at e start.
but after that he just kept droning on and on!
like UH! for a good half hr i believed.

and OMG i simply cannot believe theres like NO remedials/sups?
not that im complaining!
but now that i do think bout it,
a year has gone by.
i'll be doing my O's next yr.
so exciting yet worrying.

and i cant wait for dragonboating!!
but bling and i are oh so afraid of the physical training in prep of it.
like who knows what to expect man!
OH and the trip to Bintan?
nope, we aint going there to tan and watch the sailors!
somewhat like OBS ive been hearing yes?

alright i guess i'll try to find smthn to do now!
like a bath wld be nice. haha(:

2006-10-24T04:48:00.000-07:00

bahh.life's a bore.
esp so when there isnt a book to read ):
kay i sound like a geeeko now.
like somebody find me a richie rich bf! haha

so today was alright.
ps-ed with charmbenkenjoshiescottneil.
had carl's jr for lunchie>YUMM.
we walked around aimlessly.
haha man i wanna go shoppingg yeaah!
where's bling and mel?
oooh and we had ben&jerry's too.
gahh sucha fattty day.
i need to start on my excercise regime for dragonboatingg!
bling already starting swimming !
and i hear doreen's been gym-ing.

ANW.
got more pics from INDIA liao.
pardon my cheena-ness.

blending in with my fellow indians?HAH.

oooh look at those ladies!

man they've got some strong heads yeah.

at some bigbigBIG park(:

SIBLINGS! <3

now, where's LAR?

TOODLESNOODLES.

make me smile.just once more?

2006-10-22T04:26:00.000-07:00

the weekends have been great.
sat was our last class with Brother> :(
man i'll miss him!
and his many silly lame jokes that livens up the class.
OOOH and i had a fantastic view of my cutie>HAH.

sunday was spent with darling parables!
not all though.
swimming at jos's place was fun(:

and joel mowell alejandro leong just cracks me up!

To youu*
i dont know whats happening between us anymore.
i miss my dearest cow! ):

2006-10-22T04:11:00.000-07:00

so the trip to India was gooood(:
i had such fun pleaseeee.

this was Day1 when we wenta some shitty castle which was so run down and in the midst of renovation! we werent allowed to take pics and the security guard kept blowing his darn whistle at us. GRRR-

and thats the happy family whom i has so much fun with during the 5days(:

commercial streeet;
oooh shopping! :D

okay so that was ONLY Day1
laurie have yet to send the manymany other pics!
COME HOME SOOON LAU<3

2006-10-12T19:05:00.000-07:00

like this thang is so dying.
but u cant blame me!
its been eons since ive used the comp
with blooody exams mugging and all that>GAHHH

wed was goood coz we set out to watch
John Tucker Must Die
BUT tics were sold out!
ARGGH.
to think it opened longlonglong ago but so many peeeps are still watching?
uh. so we watched WorldTradeCentre instead
and ooooh it was nice! tearjerking definitely.
the one beside me shoook with tears throughout the entire show.
-i wont mention her name coz she'll punch/pinch me.
tskk. haha

and thurs was even bettterrrrr!!! :DDDD
darlings bling,mel & izzzy and myself
met up at cityhall for dinner;NEWYORKNEWYORK.
and it was deeeelicious!
toook manyy pics but i'll upload it some another timeee.
then we headed to esplanade for Eifman Ballet- RED GISELLE!
walked around the niceprettysuperpricey shops coz we were earlyyy
aaaah the performance was awesomeeeee.

but i pretty much froze in there and had goosebumps the entire show!
and OMG WongLiLin was there!
with her grandma i think. so sweet!
and so it ended bout 10plus
went to Gelare for some yummyyummy icecream after that!
(:

wheeee the day was spent well!

OMGOMGOMG.
IM LEAVING FOR INDIA TODAYYYYY!
how exciting please.
IMISSMYDEARESTLAU!
i'll be missing church this weekend and sch for three days!!
apologies to:
bling; for leaving you in class alone again
and oh please please help me check my papers and email me the results!
dont minus marks though!! haha
rmb to find out the details for dragonboating and the bintan thang kay!
take it down tooo!
mel; for leaving you alone in PE
but HEY u left me alone like so many times lor!
even when u did come. haha
dont worrie,i'll but prettyprettylovely souvenirs to make up for it!
:D

TILL THEN<3!

2006-09-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

goodness gracious
ive finally found time to actually go online.
its been eons since i did actually
the week has been so packed
with tuitionshomeworktestscouncilcrap
that i havent watched tv for so long! ):
to think i did a speech today on how Television is a destructive force in our community!
who was i kidding?
i love the big squared thang which i can just sit hours in front of! :D

the day was spent at starbucks! (:
oooh i drank so much coffee! haha
well, we did spent 4hrs30mins there!
bling and mel were highly entertaining.
much to my dismay, it was rather unproductive
i didnt manage to complete my chem tys! BOOOOOOO.

I MISS MY LAU!
but i'll be seeing her soooon!
(:
oh YAY i cant wait to go INDIA!

2006-09-11T03:51:00.000-07:00

cant sign into msn
and so i shall post pics of doreen's BIGBIG house(:
which bling the banana has been bugging me about.

thats charcoal her adorable dog!

yes u shld go OMG.
becuase these are her very beautiful pets.

uh i wanna go back again!
it was SO FUN! i LOVE/.

theres more pics but im lazy? haha
well u cant blame me.
im tired after working all that brain cells in sch and at tuition!

so the term break flew by pretty quickly.
doesnt it always!
and ive got less than 3weeks till finals!
OMG/
i shld start revising eh.
i forsee that i wont be online much, let alone blog often.
not that i do anw!

LAURIE BUNS!
i miss you dearest sisterr!
ps:have you been eating those apples?! HAHA.
LOVE YOU MY HOPE! :D

2006-09-05T21:09:00.000-07:00

UHHH.
i was happily blogging and posting pics of our sleepover at doreen's big big house which i adore so much
and blogger just had to screw everything up.
annoying ass.

i shall blog again later at night then!
after drama and rehearsal for the pri2 camp
which im absolutely looking forward too.
(:

2006-09-01T03:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday was fruitful
we did whatever we set out to do.
which doesnt happen very often(:

and for the first time ever,
i started on my hol homework.
unlike the usual last min
i feel terribly guilty though
for not going back to prisch:(
oh wells
too late for regrets!

i realize ive been spending alotta time at bling's hse!
haha not that im complaining though.
its fun with mel&bling! :D

today was goood.
day out with the girls
;brizzy&mel
we wenta far east/suntec/united square!
and saw sooo many mfs.
disgusting.HAH.

OHMYGOOODNESS!
there's officially THREE days left to sleeping overr at DOREEN'S house!!
haha im so excitedddd.
:DDDD

2006-08-27T23:34:00.000-07:00

(: its been exactly a weeek.
im lunching now and in an hr and 30mins time,
there's tuition! BOOOO.

played soccer today again during pe.
it wasnt as fun as last week though):
because we played with the boys!

sch was alright.
______ was being sucha boring ass and she said bling&i cldnt sit tog coz we cant concentrate.
uh. its not our fault she's boring!

baking tmr at izzy's hse!!
so exciting; our tcher's day present to dearest linda.
i think she deserves the cake more than any other tcher:D

OH and next tues; we're going doreeeen's house!
OMG>i cant wait.
well, i do hope everything goes as planned though.
unlike the many other times.
where we got overly excited and it only led to disappointment):

yepp thats DOREEEN.
and i adore her big big house. haha

2006-08-21T03:54:00.000-07:00

saturday
meeting was so solemn and rather emotional if u ask me;
we finally sorted out all our issues(:
im glad for the opportunity to talk things out and see where our probs lie.
PARABLES; my LOVE.

andrea's bday bbq was FUN!
thanks to the company(:
doreeen.bling.addie.ME!
met up with bling addie zhenghui at junction8 to get her gift then
took bus58 straight to her hse.
and nyjc is like just across the road!
sooo convenient. for her that is.
haha

sunday
i made josh attend mass with me again! haha
parish assembly; josh and i were separated from the rest ):
but the discussion was alright lar.
the rest of it was goood coz spent with parables.
and we managed to clear all the rooms at an amazing speeed! haha
I CANT WAIT TO BOND WITH THEM.

today
we played soccer during pe
and it was pretty fun! ((:
never thought i wld have enjoyed it.
and we got back ss and lit paper today
ss was a disappointment; a mere 10/20
but lit was good! (:
ive been maintaining my A.
cant wait to get back the rest!!

till then<3

2006-08-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

UH.
today was goood. (:
better than i expectedd.
appreciation lunch for The Fairies' Doll was yummy!

oooh and we're getting ALL our papers back on mon!
cant wait; im anticipating it!! haha

and tmr's gonna be fun!
theres class picnic and andrea's bday bbq!
but its all the way at serangoon; so farr! ):
but im lookin foward!!
oh darn i havent figured out wad to bring for picnic!
argh suggestions anybodyyy!

MOSburger with the siblings was good!
:DD

im ashamed and disgusted about the actions of what THEY did
but i guess wad ___ said was right;
there is no satisfaction in doing well when it obviously didnt come from their own effort!

2006-08-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

dearest amanda & audrey
reading your blogs made me realize how much i miss you two! ):
aaah the good ol' memories
how we could talk bout everything!
and laughed like crazy mad people.
i always looked forward to church activities
because i knew u two wld be there to add more joy and laughter!
youth walk, youth retreat
we bonded then and there
it was a fantastic experience
for you guys were there with me!

somehow we slowly drifted apart
but the memories will definitely stay.
all the fun incredible times spent together,
will never be forgotten.

I LOVE YOU AMANDA & AUDREYY.
:DD

2006-08-11T05:39:00.000-07:00

MY BELOVED; LAURETTA SOPHIA D'CRUZ

AND SO. THE COUNT DOWN BEGINS
17 DAYS TILL SHE'S GONE.
WHOOPEEEEDOOO!!
HAHA/

OH SISTER DEAREST:
YOU KNOW I'LL MISS YOU PLENTTYYY.
WITH U GONE,
OH I DONT KNOW WHAT I'D DO.
ITS GONNA BE THREE LONG MONTHS
DONT CRY; I KNOW U'LL MISS ME TOO.

2006-08-11T04:56:00.000-07:00

national day was truly well spent/
Celebration of friends was splendid.

today was sucha sleepy day.
thanks to the late night ytd;busy cramming geog into my head
i realize bling and i are such gluttons!
we were just supposed to have fishballs from cheers,
but we ended up feasting at pizza hut!
HHA.wad pigs eh.
but it was def an enjoyable lunch(:

bling: (busy doing her work,ignoring me)
me: (looks out at the window, realizes it was raining..)
blurts out "I NEED YOU TONIGHT"
bling: ERR. IM STRAIGHT?

HAHHAHA/
i wanted to tell her i needed her umbrella
but i dont know why "i need YOU TONIGHT" came out!
hah.funny

WE'RE GLUTTONS. haha

I LOVE YOU SANDRA SUZIE FONG.
aah i love this pic! haha COW! :D

COF;audrey.christie.sandra.dora.charm

2006-08-08T23:45:00.000-07:00

joshie darlin won the talentime! :D
i missed his performance though.

school was ________
i stoned when they sang the same ol' songs
the same thoughts running through my mind

Funny how one single phone call cleared everything up.
i finally understand.
i thought it was HER fault all along;
that she came into the picture
oh i was terribly wrong.
it was my fault;
i chose to be naive
i believed too many times
so much so that you took me for granted
well i know now
she called you an 'asshole'
i cant help but agree
you're not worth my time
i feel so foolish
to have trusted you.

2006-08-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

now that i think bout it
maybe its better this way;
i dont wanna live in lies.

truly a lesson learnt-

2006-08-08T06:23:00.000-07:00

i dont know who to believe
i feel cheated.stupid.
foolish.naive

as much as i dont wanna think bout it,
i cant.
he's a bloody jerk.

ohkay.back to some happier thoughts
shopping today was GOOOOOD.
day out with bling/mel/rachie/izzy
had tonsloadsplenty of fun!
bought sooo many things.
out with a hundred, back with a five!
haha
coffee frap to end off a perfect day spent.

i'll be missing talenttime tmr
BOOOOOOOOOO.
cant be there for joshie darling!!
oh man.i wanna hear/watch him sing!!
and and i'll be missing aaron/joshie the cow's performance!!
RAHHH.
all thanks to stupid school;
they HAD to make the celebration tmr!
and it only ends at 11?
by the time i reach church it'll be over!
SIGHS./

2006-08-03T20:55:00.000-07:00

hello world.
been eons since i was online.
but i have the time now because i didnt go school today!
and no, i did not play truant.
i happen to have mc for 2days; yesterday&today.
thanks to my nose/throat.

thousand apologies to:
GOH EELING.
IM SORRY I LEFT U ALONE IN CLASS!
I'LL BE EXTRAAA NICE TO YOU KAY!
<333

RACHEL LEE.
SORRY I LEFT YOU ALONE DURING GEOG LESSONS!
AND MANY THANKS FOR HELPING ME COLLECT MY NAMETAG!
YOU DONT KNOW HOW HAPPY I WAS UPON RECEIVING IT.
haha
u prolly wont even be reading this!

oh and ive linked everybody already.
err tell me if i have done so wrongly? yepp

just sent joshie darlin' down to his sch bus!
he made me change outta my pjs just to send him! haha
and lari is still sleeping. PIG>

im boredddd/
class is prolly having err english now? i think.

i think i'll go watch some tv! laterr-

2006-07-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

alright.
i shall make it a quick one(:
been busy these few days.
well, when am i not?

tuitioning with mel/bling today was gooood.
i think i understand chpt7 physics a whole lot better.
mrs tan is a goood tutor! :D
and her funny antics nvr fail to send us laughing hysterically.
like how she went into the bathroom to blow her nose,
and it was sooo loud and sounded like fart?
HAHA.
i enjoyed doing the chem wkshts!
aaahh. chemical/ionic equations I LOVE.

oh no.
im sleeeepy! ):
still got chi compre to do.
barnicles.
thank goodness tmr is fri!
aaah the much awaited weekends.

there's so many things i need/want to do.
but due to a lack of time, i cant.
sighs.

and with all the tests coming up,
its gonna be major geek time!

2006-07-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

THE MUSICAL; THE FAIRIES DOLL IS OVER.
major boohooo.

i miss rehearsals!
to think i hated them initially.

i miss being a fairy!
with the cute wings!
i miss lena/chloe/bling/sherylene.
ooh ive bonded with them a whole lot
theyre such nice funny pple!
i cant believe i thought they were just a bunch of wannabes at first.
ohkay. too much info.

i miss all da fooling ard backstage!!!
with yuki esp!
we'll giggle and make soooo much of noise.
bling said i was probably the most hated person by the backstage crew!
ahaha coz they kept "sssshing"us

and i miss the purplee costume!
how it was so mah fan to get in and out when we needed to pee.

oh and my birthday was spent being a fairy!
how memorable.
many thanks to all the people who wished me!
esp marc! he msged all da way from australia. :DD
and thanks to family.parables.gerri/kevin.ken/ben who came for the musical!
and all the gifts & prezzies.

MANY MANY MANY THANKS TO:
MISS YAO for the note&chocs
MRS QUEK for the makeup
MR JAMES LEE for all the help in acting
MR GREG CHEN; there wldnt be a musical without him
MS TAY for all her help and patience
MS SHERRIE NG for the costumes/tickets
MS JOEY CHUA for all her advice
THE CAST.
CHOIR.DANCERS
BACKSTAGE CREW.

2006-07-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

today was fun :DDD
flag day all the way at sengkang.
buangkok was empty so headed jo Kovan
wise decision
there was the heartland mall and hawker/market
so tons of people donated(:
tin was close to full!
compared to everybody else who had such empty tins. tskk-

ended at 3
headed to town with bling/mel.
boy did we have much fun:)
bought mel's bodyshop mooonflower perfume
and my bdae prezzie :DD
but they dont want to give me till friday):
oh but i'll wait!
the ride home was hilarious.
we calculated our total expenditure and mel was certainly not happy bout spending all that money.
hah! too late gurl.
and i'll nvr forget the things melTHUMB said bout _______
dont worry mel, i'll try my best not to let it spill out kay. HAH.
but we are all guilty of it!

went for dance.
borrring.
maybe it was because i was tired.
i pretty much stoned there.

oh im so tired.
i should sleeeep soon.
-

2006-07-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

i just packed my table :DD
soo neat now!
haha
threw away everything! josh wanted most of my junk anw.
and i got all sneeeezy coz it was dusty ):

ooooh got da costumes for musical already!
pretteh. itz PURPLE!
6 days to musical night-

and there's so many tests next week.
ahh time to start mugging again!

flag day tmr again!
wont be able to make it for meeting/class/mass.
D:

2006-07-09T00:04:00.000-07:00

the weekends are almost overr.
back to sch tmr.
and i have yet to do my 'zuo wen'!! ):

friday was fun.
had lunch with the "class"
as usual, the same eight turned up.
haha
dora.charm.jos.faith
josh.gab.ken.ben
walked around cwp lookin for prezzies for sandra.joel.janice.
ended up buyin them these oh-so-cute towels from aussino! :D
so much for our towning plans lar.

the guys wanted to watch scarymovie4 but charm had da vcd.
so we went over her hse to watch!
it was stupid yet hilarious! haha
watched taxi toooo.
we were there till like 9plus? haha yepp!
it was too late so we cldnt race up the hill and tumble down!oh wells-

sat was alrighttt.
had tuition in da morn
went for mtg, was late! teehee.
class was fun though.(:
gerri taught us.
and my grp was funny!
we did a musical!
joshie and egena sang, gen narrated and thaddeus and raymond acted! :DDD
we were GREAT.
went home after mass with the rest.

sunday.TODAY.
boring! woke up ard1plus? haha
read da papers/watched tv
oooh i wanna cut my hair! itz sooo long now.
but i dun want it to end up like "joanne PEH's"
haha only doreen and bling wld noe wad i mean.

ahhh. the depression/mood swings is killing me!

2006-06-30T03:08:00.000-07:00

argh-
i thought i had gotten over it.
but i realized dat i havent really.
i cant get rid of these negative feelings.
da magazine quiz was right, i am a sensitive soul! ):
it makes me tear everytime i think bout it.
i try not too but i cant.
)))))))):

wad a week i had.
da first week of sch and im already so packed.
im so tired.
been having late nights everyday this week.
im grateful for da long weeekend.
but tons of hw to be completed again.
im feelin the pressure/
im scared i will disappoint them.
i almost cried when he told me how proud he was.
i felt like i didnt really deserve it, that i didnt put in my all.
ahhh.

im going for a run-
hope it'll help clear my mindd.

2006-06-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

i realize i have a very short attention span.
and that's BAD.
i was just doing my ss hw.
and i didnt get past qn5 and i went online!
arghh.
i need to FOCUS.
or i'll never get anything done!!

sch flew by pretty quickly.
but i was pretty sleepy in class!
fell asleep for a short while durin history and i woke up to a wet spot on my hand. HAHA.
and dearest bling had to further embarrass me by tellin everyone else!!
math was boring! haha coz of lyw.
i enjoy lindayeo's lessons.
her chirpy-ness makes me smile!
she's the only tcher i noe who is so HAPPY.

oooh HIGH ACHIEVER'S TEA is TMR!! :DDD
daddy wld be coming to sch at 10.30!

had musical rehearsal today till 5.45
was dragggyy!
and greg was pms-ing./
we had to redo da opening number sooo many times!
the only fun part was when the fairies&woodcutters did the song! ((:

OHKAY.
back to ss.
hmm.. communal probs.. blahh.

2006-06-26T00:50:00.000-07:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL WAS GOOOD.
TROY IS DA CUTEST THANG ALIVE.
IM IN LOVE-
hahhaa.

school started off with a terrible stomachache. )):
but it got better soon after! (:
PE was fun not coz of da games or anything.
coz me and mel sat in da shade and talked! haha.

i was only high after recess!
and lessons were hysterical!
i esp enjoyed cme/lifeskills lessons.
or rather lessons with linda yeo.
coz itz a good time to do stupid stuff.
haha.

we had to do this thingy and it was so gay!
we're such GAY people.-inside joke
HAHA.
bling MOHOHOMO.
izzy pizzy.
rachie.
aDORAble.
<333

headed to j8 after sch with mel.bling
they made me waste 2bucks on salsa cheeese fries!
hmm. i sound like a scrooge.HAHA.
oh and we bought addie and doreen's prezzies already! :DD
two down!
four to go!

series of unfortunate events

2006-06-25T04:19:00.000-07:00

a series of unfortunate events took place within 2hrs.
it all happened when mother.josh.me decided to cycle to church to pass lau.lar their dinner.
the bicycle tire was punctured not long after we cycled.
and mummy fell and hurt herself!
so we cldnt carry on cycling.
but thankgoodness we met Roy who was headin to church.
so he helped pass da food! (:
so we had to lugged da darn bicycle to da shop at 888plaza.
but it was CLOSED!
then some very helpful malay cyclists came and told us of the next nearest bicycle shop.
they wanted to help us change da thingy inside da wheeel but we had to change da whole thing!
so yeah.
we lugged it and didnt get very far.
fortunately, daddy was back from da airport and he gave us a lift to admiralty! ((:
dat solved our probs. :DD

oh crap.
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL is gonna start in 10mins.
i have yet to bathe! darn-

did a bit of math da whole afternoooon.
far from completion though.

alright. time for shower!
SCHOOL TMR.
gotta sleep early tonight! 10.30? hmmms.
no more late night talkin to cow! ):

2006-06-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

the week has been rather packed.
musical rehearsal/mon
phy tuition and movie marathon/tues
dinner with parables/wed
phy tuition.math tuition/thurs
sentosa with the class/fri

scary how time passes so quickly.
in another day's time, we'll all be back to sch!
sighs. a month of holiday gone just like dat.
no more late nights/going out ever so often/tv and comp/
soon it'll be nth but sch.musical rehearsals and home!!
RAHHHHS.
how very depressing.

july is gonna be sucha BUSY month.
with the musical coming up, rehearsals are gonna be more than often!
and it so happens to fall on my bdae! ):
darn-

alright. so im supposed to be doing my hw right now.
considering da fact dat ive got loads undone!
but i just cant get myself to do it.
i woke up around 1, having slept at 3plus.
and all i did was have brunch and laze around watching tv.
and itz gonna be 4 already!
WAD ON EARTH IS WRONG WITH ME.

bangkok

2006-06-19T06:15:00.000-07:00

itz been 11days!
much has happened.

feast day-helped out in stone's krabby patties.
-toook many many pics.
-have yet to get them from jos. (:
-ate plenty! ahha. soo much foood.
the dinner was ALRIGHT.
kinda boring.
not many pple turned up though.
but da after-dinner party was good!
a pity many left earlier.

BANGKOK WITH FAMILY.
was not too bad.
shopping/swimming/eating/sleepin/
pretty good trip.
:DD
laurie certainly had an eventful one! HHAA.
with a punch and a fish bone.

rehearsal.sci tuition

2006-06-08T06:09:00.000-07:00

TODAY.
woke up late, missed chem supplementary.
not dat i needed to go anws.
reached sch ard 10plus for drama.
combined rehearsal was at 12.30.
BUT we didnt do da second half.
and datz da part i come in! )):
so basically, bling and i just sat der stoned/laughed/crapped.
but we sang da song!
da one greg wrote "unhappy ever after"
itz not bad! better than "da giving tree" 2yrs back at least.
and boy is he hilarious!
singing was much fun :))
but im sure we ALL agree dat he needs nipple stickers. HAHAHAH.
and he did ballet before!
how gay. =p

it was tuition after rehearsal.
bling's mummy came to pick us up.
our tuition tcher is so nice!
and i think she's reallyy good.
she explains real clearly. yepp!
we did chem today! i like it so much better than physics.
she bought us assessment/notebk/file/notes.
and sent me to yck mrt station after tuition.
i like her already! hahaha.

alright.
ive blogged so many times today.
time for chi show!

LOVESLOVES-

PICS-

2006-06-08T05:04:00.000-07:00

alright! ive got pics from jos already. : DDD

FUNNYman and me! :D

at da rocky area near da dirty water!

the EIGHT of us. ((:

this was long ago.
jared/jos/keith/charm/dora

churchh

2006-06-08T04:58:00.000-07:00

wednesday.
went to sch for math supplementary.
had rehearsal at 1plus.
but was late!
so when i reached, they were just about to end.
and bella/dot/amelia didnt wanna stay! )):
they wanted to go home.
so miserable me stayed on in church.
i cldnt possibly go home cld i!
did math hw at da yellow couch.
josh came to accompany me. :))
it was pretty fun! oooh and he was so funny lars.
he was all wrapped up coz he assumed he had chicken pox! haha
THANKS JOSHIE!
spent 3hrs sitting der lar! haha
but time passed pretty fast.
class peeeeps came ard 6, collected da feast day coupons and went for mass together! (:
and then it was back home with lari.

bbq!

2006-06-08T04:50:00.000-07:00

tuesday.
wenta gab's bbq!
all da way at east coast.
da journey was LONG.
but time passed pretty quickly.
thanks to da silly yet fun games we played.

we got der all wet coz it was raining! ):
da atmosphere was sooo gloomy.
i was regreting already.
da bbq didnt officially start till night.

and it was so darn smokyy! thanks to ________
boy did his frens speak such colourful languages.
not very pleasin to da ear.

we cycled!
oooh da 2seater bike is so darn scary/shaky. but real fun! haha
and we ate at macs coz we were all starving.

played captain's ball!
gurls won! : DDD
took plenty of pics at da rocky area.
will upload when i get them from jos!

got home at 11plus.
journey back home was long!
esp da walk to da bus stop.
itz damn far lar!

loves-

sec3 LUKE camp.

2006-06-05T20:04:00.000-07:00

sec3 LUKE camp '06 was a blast!
it was reallyyy gooood.
but it wasnt so much of a fun camp, more of a serious one.
like a retreat! yepps.

my grp/GRANDcross consists of:
>DORA.
>FAITH
>JOANNA
>VICTOR
>GABRIEL
>JYAAN

but jyaan left us on da first day so it was down to just da 5 of us.
there was tons of reflections/sharings
lots of time spent with God :)

and my grp won da best sandwich makin competition!
"the leaning tower of peanut"
hahaha.
oooh and we were great at captain's ball da 2nd day.
won 2 grps! but lost to errr. scott's grp.

i esp love da times spent in da gurls' dorm!
all da card playing/tying each others hair/throwin pillows around/sleepin during breaks/laughin and crackin jokes/singing!!
boy was it much fun!
a pity der were quite a no. of gurls who cldnt make it for da camp.

oh and mass was goood.
rather long though.
but it was real real funny!
and i think Brother is reallyy comical/dramatic.
his long talk was pretteh interesting.

and dat was how we spent out 3days2nights.
there were definitely lots more dat we did than wad i mentioned above.
camp was a great great experience.
im lookin forward to next yr's! :DDDD

ldc;bugsbunny

2006-05-31T05:25:00.000-07:00

LDC;BUGSBUNNY.
woohooo!
ldc was FUNTASTIC man.
da pri5 kids are so adorable and tiny!
my grp consisted of:
mentors-
ME.kenneth.wei ni.lai yee.
kiddos-
asheera.fatemy.yu cheng.hui xian.premkumar.

da talks were a bit of a bore but da grp activities were quite fun.
my grp was da ONLY one who did da skit!
and boy did they do a great job!
considerin da fact dat they were given so little time.

oooh and games were da best part!
i liked da straw tower.
ours was definitely da BEST.
it managed to stand lars! haha.

cheer competition was hilarious!
kenneth.wei ni and myself cldnt stop laughing!
we were hysterical. :DD

da day was certainly well spent!
oh man. back to sch tmrr AGAIN.
for drama and physics remedial till 4pm.

toodlesnoodles-

tiggerific

2006-05-30T05:08:00.000-07:00

ldc is tmrrr!
itz gonna be a LONG day. :((
today's dry run was a killer.
was bored to death.
izzy and i were damn restless.
whoever came up with ldc deserves to be shot! haha.
only after break did time pass faster.
all dat sugar got us high! haha

met bling ytd to buy izzy's prezzie.
it was so cute! tiggerific!
had fun with bling.
man! she cracks me up.
and da only thing we spent our money on was FOOD. ahha
"i still think u ate more susages than me"
these words sent us into hysterical laughter.

ooooooh i like PAUL TWOHILL from s'pore idol.
he's sucha cutie. =p

RAVEN BAXTER is my inspiration.
hahaha.

busy weezy

2006-05-27T08:08:00.000-07:00

alright. im here coz joscelyn said itz been long since i blogged.
just came back from ballroom dancing.
it was pretty fun! ((:

aaaaah hols are here.
i rather have sch if u ask me!
with all da upcoming events and da workload!
it definitely wont be much of a hol.
im busy everyday da first 3 weeeks! SIGH.

29.30.31 may
LDC.

1.2 june
musical rehearsal.
chemistry remedial.
physics remedial.
history remedial.

3.4.5 june
sec3 LUKE camp! :D

6.7 june
sec1 selection camp.
maths remedial.

8 june
musical rehearsal.

10june
sec2E class gathering.

12.13 june
maths project.
debate.

14 june
flag day.

15june
debate.

19.27 june.
musical rehearsal.

SEE HOW PACKED MY HOLS ARE!
)): sch pract. everyday man! dat sucks.
and da amount of homework i have! gosh.

man. this is making me depressed.

nth to do. );

2006-05-21T02:26:00.000-07:00

i hate sunday afternoons.
there's nvr anything to do. )):
im rotting away at home as usual.

wenta the max pavilion @ s'pore expo.
for the "national young leaders day"
from 10am - 4pm.
but da talks were gooood!
interesting and inspirational i wld say.
even though most of the time i wasnt really paying attention. =p
lunch was provided too.
and itz far better than any packed lunches i've tasted!
oyster is hilarious! love

only got back home at 6.
too late for mass!
so brought josh along for ballroom dancing.
not many pple turned up!
and it started 30mins late.
coz of some prob with da sound system i think.
yeaaah.

comp is BORING.
so is TV.
i shld sleeeep.

itchy.

2006-05-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

to think i thought after obs, there wldnt be any more mosquitoes.
hell no!
im gettin bitten at my very own home.
while im just sitting and using da comp.
arghh. ITCHY.

oh ive got fantastic news!
im going for HIGH ACHIEVERS TEA.
woohooo!
cldnt be happier please.

tmr is da young leaders day thingy at expo.
lookin forward!
but gotta be in sch by 8.15. )):
sooo early lar.
gonna miss class. sighs.
but i'll try to rush back for mass and ballroom dancing! :)

enjoyed sch today.
we watched 'mercury rising'
sucha nice show.
pity we cldnt watch finish.
i like simon! da adorable autistic kid.

aaaaaaah.
itz ONLY 8 now. )):
1more hr to chi show!
oh wad am i gonna do?!

aching.

2006-05-18T05:08:00.000-07:00

im aching!
and it hurts badlyy.
ive got muscle ache ALL OVER lar.
it hurts when i laugh/cough
and when i go up/down stairs!!
booohoo. )):

napfa was highly disappointing.
im ONLY gonna get a stupid bronze please.
all thanks to standing broad jump.
i got a stupid E for it! darnit/
i did pretty well for da rest of da components though.
As for sit ups/inclined pull up
Bs for sit & reach/shuttle run
C for 2.4km
and becoz of dat darn E, all im gettin is a bronze!
so much for gold/silver.
my 22 points for nothing!!
sighs )):

oh but smthn miss yeo said today made me happy!
"u did well this exams" was wad she said when she walked past.
:D cldnt be happier!
i guess i was slack-ier last yr!
glad datz over! hah

had a fabulous time with rizzy and bling today.
lunched at subway! yumm.
and had mocha frapp. at starbucks. double yumm!
was supposed to talk bout debate
but we just cldnt concentrate!
im really lookin forward though.
i wld say dat itz gonna be challenging.
funny how the rest of the grps were afraid to take us on! haha.

triple geog today was fun!
we didnt learn anythin though
all we did was to clean the humanities rooom.
boy was it dusty!
and practically everybody is guilty of smuggling stationery from the boxes!
haha. but i wld say 2hrs was wasted on cleaning.
we cld have done so much.
oh wells.

ive got nothing to read these days!
recommendations ppl?

noodles-

busy weeeek

2006-05-15T05:19:00.000-07:00

IM SO BORED.
haha.
derz absolutely nothing to do lars.
im waiting for da chi show to start!
then maybe i'll sleep early.
ive got muscle ache! my shoulders-arms dat area.
how painful )):

im pretty busy this week!
tmr -some heritage tour thingy to kampong glam/chinatown/little india
been there so many times already please!
s'pore is getting boring

wed- musical rehearsal.
i gotta go! lied saying i was gonna meet mum coz i was too depressed to attend.

thurs- napfa test. da five stations!
i wanna get GOLD. but i wldnt mind silver!

fri- nothing on so far.
book me while im still available! HAH.

sat- the young leaders day thingy at expo from 10-4pm.
which means i cant go for class! )):
boohoo. i havent missed a single lesson!

so datz pretty much about it.
and i think itz kinda weird im blogging twice in a day!
haha.
toodles/.

good and bad

2006-05-15T01:13:00.000-07:00

da day was perfect till i saw my geog paper.
it was a big blow to me.
debbie and ms faridah was so sure i did well.
but when da paper dat had all our results came to me,
i got a great shock.
there written clearly in black ink stated dat my geog marks was only 47.
meaning i FAILED by 3 pathetic marks.
my mind was in a whirl.
cld there have been an error?
how cld i have failed geog?!
these thoughts were running thru my mind.
i was panic-stricken.
tears were starting to well up in my eyes.
i was desperately trying to refrain from crying.
i didnt understand.
i really studied.
argh. i guess somewhere along the line, things went wrong.
major sigh
been depressed ever since.

but to look on the brighter side of things, i did really well for my 2.4km!
my timing was the best i ever ran lar.
it was 15.50sec! woohooo.
to think my last timing was 17.10s
boy did i improve alot!
and i have OBS to thank. :)

oh and i got As for lit,math and combined humanities( ss & history )
and im really happy i did well for chem paper!
coz i failed physics.
but i passed overall since itz combined sci!
phew-
oh i and got 60 for chinese. (:
eng was ONLY 64! ):
itz harder to score for eng in sec sch lar. sighs.
i rmb in pri sch, i nvr failed to top da class in eng. it was soo easy back then!

BUT im still depressed over geog.
daddy's not gonna be pleased about da RED mark.
im afraid to show him da report bk.
coz i noe all he'll look at is da bloody red mark.
it wldnt matter at all dat i did well for da rest of da subs.
im screwed.

OBS. TENZING

2006-05-13T09:24:00.001-07:00

oh my goodness.
OBS was uber fun.
TENZING ROCKS!
it was not at all wad i expected lar.
our instructor was WEE HOW and we nicknamed him WEE WEE and PP (puny pants)
all his shorts are damn small lar! hence da nick, puny pants.

TENZING consists of:
me.(paranoider).bling(green money).theodora(cleopatra).rachel(radish).joyce(oyster).
tzu ling(chio bu).charmaine(miss nurse).amy(150).yuki(yakult).michelle(senior).
ibrahim(maximizer).terence(minimizer).jonathan(high metabolism rate guy).
khairul(teddy bear).zachary(captain smartie poon).chik heng(handsome william hung).

hahs. it was dearest joyce who came up with all da nicks!
TENZING was definitely da wackiest grp lar!
we crapped and laughed all da time.
we worked well together and had soo much fun. :D

kayaking was fun!
it was a great first experience.
but carrying all da kayaks was so darn heavy!! )):
but i liked being in da sea.

rockclimbing was FANTASTIC.
though oyster and i took damn long, we made it to the TOP!
we felt a sense of satisfaction. ((:
and many thanks to those who cheered us on and those who helped in belaying!
cldnt have done it without them.
was so close to giving up but im glad i didnt!

oooh and i absolutely love da quarry!!!
the water was so clear!
da view was splendid.
we had sooo much fun just swimming and floating around lar.
esp since our raft didnt turn out as well as we thought it wld!
and i bumped my feet against da mossy rock. boohoo.
it resulted in an ugly blueblack!

boy do i have plenty of sandfly bites!
itz so darn ITCHY lars.
itz gonna leave hideous scars behind! argh.
and there was just so many disgusting insects all around
plentyful of mosquitoes was always there ready to suck our blood.
and no matter how much insect repellent is applied, there are still many many bites!!

the food was not too bad too!
we were given 2 huge boxes of processed food.
and we had soo much left over.
breakfast and lunch was always either bread/cereal/biscuits.
and dinner was either rice or maggi mee with canned food!
but i enjoyed cooking in the outdoors.
even though da rice and maggi mee took years to cook!

exams are nearinggg.

2006-04-21T21:43:00.000-07:00

there are officially 5days left to exams.
how very stressful.
school isnt any better.
teachers are all rushing to finish off wadeva they gotta teach,
last min tests and all.
and plenty of practice papers to do. SIGHS.

had history and chem test.
history was very disappointing.
due to lack of time and mdm shanti rushing us, i forgot to write bout da FEBRUARY REVOLUTION.
i was close to tears upon realization.
i knew all my facts at da tips of my finger and yet i cld have forgotten bout da FEBRUARY REVOLUTION. arghhhh.
itz all her fault!!!! she shldnt have rushed me. i was already scribbling everything and rushing to end off coz da concluding para is very impt!
i wrote an entire essay out to prepare for da test and read thru my notes for like a million times and yet i cld have missed out on writing da MOST CRUCIAL PART.
the february revolution.
it was the final straw that led to the end of the 400 year old monarchy rule under Tsar Nicholas 2. due to the severe shortages of food and fuel, workers and women went on a strike. the Tsar ordered the army to put down the revolt but the army too, joined the protesters. The Duma won over, providing the strikers with leadership and it organised a provisional government to rule russia. hence, the Tsar had lost all control of his people, army and government.
SEE I DO KNOW ALL MY FACTS!!!!!!
RAHH.

but to look at da bright side of things, chem test was surprisingly easy!
it was easier than da one da class took lar. thank goodness.
((:

and ytd afternoon was sports day.
like who da hell has sports day when exams are da week after?
MAYFLOWER. stupidness.
but i think i expected too much from da sports day. haha.
it was so blooody BORING.
and it was scorching hot and everybody was darn thirsty!!
i was going to dehydrate due to the shortage of WATER.
da milo only made everyone thirstier!
and I HEREBY ACCUSE THAT STUPID BOY OF DRINKING PEPSI.
there we were, dying of thirst and he was happily sitting and drinking his darn pepsi.
TSKK.
but it was still kinda fun in some way. yepps.
finished sooo late though! )):
i was so tired when i got home! even though i didnt run or whatsoever.
haha fell asleeep EARLY.
so much so that i missed my chi show. BOOHOOO.

LOVES TO ALLLL. (:

awesome weeeek.

2006-04-15T22:17:00.000-07:00

WAHH.
beeen LONG!
haha. but i finally decided to blog! (:
well, if u were home on a sunday with nothing to do, u wld too!
ohkay, maybe not NOTHING to do! got tons in fact.
but i just cant bring myself to sit down and stare at my books.
to think ive got exactly 10days left to exams, and i havent started on anything yet!
oh wells.

da weeek has been AWESOME! :))
serving for da seder meal was so fun lar. but it was sooo hot with da robes and da veils!
passion play was gooood too.
but i liked last yr's one better! uh huh.
da walk was so much fun! it was kinda long though.
hougang all da way to yishun!
funny how when u take da train from yck to khatib, it only takes 5mins and yet when u walk, it takes hours! gosh.
was so darn tired when we got back dat i fell asleep while attendin mass! cldnt help it! haha.
and i slept for like 7hrs when we got back home? yeah!
and my legs ached! )):

Easter Vigil was LONG.
but time passed so fast lar!
it was kinda fun tooo. sat with angela.zara.charm.angelyn.joel! ((:
and der was so much food at da basement please! yumm.
headed to al ameeen after dat! was packed with all da churchies.
sat der for wad seemed to be da longest time possible!
we finally headed back to church coz gerri & kevin were gonna drive us back home.
and dat was around 2plus? yepp. was sooo sleepy already!!

yeaaaaah.
i guess datz a long enough entry!
and i prolly be blogging much till after exams!
but then again, i nvr do blog much! ahha.
<3>

boring.

2006-04-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

i seem to have lost all interest in blogging.
life is so mundane these days!
and i dont like going to church, knowing im unable to be in passion play and SJV.
oh wells. sigh.

there's chemistry/math/physics test next weeek.
and midyrs are in less than 20days.
ARGHH.
i dun want anymore red marks for chinese and math! ):

weekends are depressing.
sch is fun-ner.
yeaaah.

<3

life and death issue

2006-04-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

and so i havent touched this thing for ages.
just got back from my medical checkup for OBS!
yepp. im going! how exciting eh. ((:
but im not lookin forward to spending 5days under da scorching sun.
i dun wanna be sunburned/tanned!!!
sighs. i'll just have to put tons of sunblock! haha

anws, i got my tetanus jab AGAIN when i last took it in pri6 and wasnt supposed to take it till like 5yrs later?
so im two yrs early.
da stupid woman Dr didnt check properly! and how was i supposed to noe! and so i was panicking, thinkin i wld suffer from an overdose of tetanus jab!
"girl dies from overdose of tetanus jab" tmr's headlines. ahha
and after 15long mins, da Dr finally called back. she took bloody long lar. which is more impt? her patients with minor illnesses or ME with a LIFE AND DEATH ISSUE?!tskk.
but thankfully, she reassured mummy & me dat nth wld happen. PHEW! dat sure was a sign of relief!
and mummy demanded i pay her back da 15bucks for da jab! ahha coz it wasnt necessary in da first place! 15 pathetic bucks is more impt than her dearest daughter's life! gosh. ahaha
but i was thinking, maybe da Dr just said that so she wldnt put her job at risk! u nvr do eh.
perhaps im just paranoid. yeah.

i havent blogged bout camp!
i shall do it tmr! yepp.
since i'll be back early from sch thanks to external investiture.
((:

love!

CAMPING tmr!

2006-03-21T04:34:00.000-08:00

OOOH CAMPING TMRR! ((:
yeahh. how exciting please.
cant wait to BOND.bond.BOND.
wheeeee. 3days spent with brizzy and darling classmates.
and im gonna bring my garfield pillow and my sesame street towel which i found TODAY. it wad missing for so long please! ((:

and i so wanna a jersey for class tee!
it wld be oh so cool.
ahhaa it was much fun discussing bout it todayy.
and assembly was hysterical coz me.bling.izzy cldnt stop talking bout camp! and rather personal stuff if u ask me. ahha
but it was sooo fun and giggly.

and LAURETTA LEOW is a selfish cow!
i was so looking forward to using her puma bag and guess wad crap excuse she gave me?!
she has camp too! yeah RIGHT.
Narcissistic egoistic self-centered PIG.

oh yeah i was supposed to blog bout movie marathon!
it was uber fun!
i love joshie's mad magazine board game! so cool.
and how fun it was talking to all his frens! HAHA.
and bonding with dahling parables. ((:

alriteey.
im off to chinese show now!
it'll be da last im watching this weeek.
)): BOOHOO. all coz of camp. sighs.
if only we have tv there. damn!

love to all! <3
YOU raise me up!....

LOOK organized.

2006-03-15T04:02:00.000-08:00

and so i havent been following my timetable.
damn! haha
it was all bout LOOKIN organized.
nothing more. haha.
i better get started though.
or i wld be rushing to finish up on sun!
watched 'walk the line' ytd. wasnt all dat nice. how disappointing.
oh wells.
but nanny mcphee was real nice! ((:
hilarious in fact.
oooh tmr's a day out with da gurls; mel and brizzy! [bling.izzy.rachie]
cant wait! gonna watch 'yours, mine and ours' and go shopping!
yipppee.
but derz tuition tmr! damn.
but i rather tmr than sat! it wld clash with my movie marathon plans! ahha which reminds me, i have yet to find a venue.
arghh. suggestions anybody?

crazy mad monkeys

2006-03-13T01:34:00.000-08:00

oooh lala.
physics suck.
aahha spent like 4hrs so far at bling's hse and ive only completed 3newspaper articles and only halfway done thru physics.
wahh. datz not much is it.
but time spent was fun!
we acted like crazy mad deranged monkeys.
we sang with our b-e-a-utiful lovely voices, played da piany, read shopaholic bks, jumped and bounced on big grey gym ball, crapped a lot, laughed like hyenas, took stupid hilariously weird videos/pics and basically everything but our hw!
wad a great way to spend da hols! ahaha.
oooh and bling absolutely adores me.
ahah read her blog if ya dun believe me! =p
boy i must say im honoured to be dat special to herr! HAHA.
I WLL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY DYING DAY.

luke james brandon.

2006-03-11T21:22:00.000-08:00

shopaholic books are niceee!
just done reading the third one; Shopaholic Ties the Knot
i want LUKE JAMES BRANDON too! :))
just got da bk from bling ytd when i went over to do chi proj.
was completely CLUELESS. dunno wad shuihuzhuan or smthn!
thank god for rizzy [rach&izzy]
bling and i werent da least bit helpful, snapping pics and all! ((:
but was fun!

but me and rachie had to leave at 3pm!
she was going shopping like every other week with her mum!
how lucky. but da weird thing is dat she nvr buys anything!! hah.
so i rushed and all, thinkin i was gonna be late for class.
but fortunately, da rest were still at da foyer.
class was pretty fun. but like only half turned up? tsk.
had to partner someone from da opposite sex and do this lil' test.
and guess who i ended up with? gabriel!
haha but he wasnt as bad as i expected.
was telling me some hilariously funny stuff.
but i gotta say, nth good ever comes outta his mouth!
oooh and joshie and aaron played some song.
was reallyy goood!
always knew they cld play, but not dat well!
and then we celebrated dorothy's bdae with some really yummy cake!
attended mass, waited for mum to pick me up.

home.
read shopaholic till 12plus.
inspired by bling to do my timetable!
did 2newspaper articles and read some more till 3.

and now im waitin for mummy to be done with lunch so she can drive me over to bling's hse to do our buddy proj. and perhaps finish up on chineseee!
and im getting a lil sleeeepy! -yawns.

wahh.derz CIP at Ju Eng home tmr!! )):
dunno if im lookin forward.
alright.
wanna go watch some tv now!
<3

SCHOOL'S OUT.

2006-03-10T19:13:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL'S OUT!
((: but i wldnt exactly call it HOLIDAYS.
there are tons of hw and sooo many projects please! arggh.
but at least i wldnt have to wake up early for 1weeek!

got back results slip already.
HE wasnt too pleased bout chinese.
i cant stand it when all they do is focus on wad u did badly in and not wad u do reallyy well in.
i mean, not everybody do well in EVERY sub right.
HE says he dont see me putting in much effort.
how on earth wld he know?!
he doesnt know how hard i tried. but i juz cant help it if i didnt understand da freaking paper.
as if i didnt wanna do well and make him proud.
i guess im nvr gonna be able to live up to his expectations.
as it is, he already showed how disappointed he was in me being in da humans class. it was shown ever so clearly how he disapproved too.
he just doesnt understand dat i do better in humans than sciences.
arghhh. i'll nvr be gd enuff for him.
:((

.i will love you, until my dying day.

boring.

2006-03-04T07:22:00.000-08:00

boring boring boring!
saturday nights are simply boring.
and fridays too!!! derz like nth interesting on tv please.
arghh. and im running outta bks to read! ):
currently waiting for bling to be done with 'shopaholic abroad'!
da bk is so darn interesting! ((:
der are sooo many bks on my waiting list! i better go get them sooon yeah.
im turning into some bookworm. ahhaa!

wenta bling's hse today with izzy.rach & huiwen!
to do our project AGAIN.
but i think we're da only grp who has done so much lar!
and i think our Vintage Theatre so rawks! ((:
da puppets are soooo cute! ahaha
had to leave early though.
was gonna meet enid.joelynn.thaddeus.bryan our lesson plan.
was so excited please!
but da sec1s were absolutely disappointing ah.
i guess i had too high expectations.
they cldnt even respond man! i dun see how saying 'yes' or 'no' or just simply shakin/nodding ur head is so difficult.
they were so getting on my last nerve.
gosh. major attitude problem theyve got!
but still, it was an experience.

oooh collected $96.20 today! (:
not dat much actually.
considering da fact dat some pple are just so unwilling to sacrifice dat bit of money. tskk.
issit so hard? i shldnt think so.
and we bought 3tiles worth 80bucks each!
woohoooo. collected a total of $240 over 2wks.
i guess we wont reach our target after all.
perhaps it was too high a target. sighs.
but it is certainly achievable if everybody played a part!!
however, some are just so indifferent. so darn selfish and stingy!!
rahhh. so much for being a class man!
i mean, surely it aint dat hard to contribute?
it doesnt have to be dat much.
as long as it comes from da heart! oh wells.

da week was well spent if u ask me.
sch was gooood! ((:
oh and did i mention? i topped da class in geog!!! WOOTS.
was so darn happy please. haha
got back all papers already.
chinese and math however, were utterly disappointing.
but then again, these two have nvr been my strongest subs.
literature was definitely satisying! an A1!
drama was fun too! i lurvee tue sessions man!
da juniors are not dat bad after all!
i honestly think da sch's lib is pathetic.
such limited choices of bks! gosh.
da only gd thing is dat they have a mag corner!
teens/seventeen/8days/teenage.
u name it, they have it!
and they even update with new issues monthly! cool.

man! theyre simply too many movies i wanna watch!
an unfinished life.
date movie.
nanny mcphee.
walk the line.
well, maybe not da many after all! ahhaa

oh crap. derz chi & eng oral next wk.
im more worried bout chi.
sighs.

tmr is gonne be yet another boring sunday spent at home.
doing homework.
)):
i want da holidays!
<3

ps:new hangout!

2006-02-26T03:16:00.000-08:00

today was uber fun!
had a FANTASTIC dayy. picture-perfect!
wenta ps with rachie.bling.izzy! ((:
kfc/p.o.a/outfitter gurls/flash n splash/fox women.men/yamaha/spotlight/starbucks/
CNS?/Nike/some clock shop with reallyyy comfy cushions/
super $$ but pretty stationery shop/
and soooo many more shops! cant rmb.hah
ps; new hangout? i dun mind!
OOOH AND GUESS WAD.
i got my pretty brownie peacock shirt!
bling got this really nice shirt dat says 'CHECK ME OUT'
walked till our legs were so tired!
bought rachie a mug dat she wanted;belated bdae prezzie.
cldnt find bling a pencil case!
went home at ard 6plus.
gotta finish up homework! ):

oh ive got a new silver roxy wallet! ((:
cat class was fun!
we're going in to teach da sec1s next week.
pple in my grp: enid.joelynn.bryan.thaddeus. :D

alriteey.
got newspaper articles to do!
-lost without you.

been long eh

2006-02-22T02:19:00.000-08:00

once again, itz been long since my last entry.
been too busy/plain lazy to blog.

today.wednesdayy.
shanti didnt come so 2free periods! (:
did da CID skit today.
after so many days of putting if off
turned out better than expected.
got back physics test! not too gd a pass though 22/40 :(
was soo depressed when i realized i COULD have gotten ONE more mark coz i misread da qn. damn it.
NO MORE A2 for sci!!!
i didnt reach my target; 1/2 mark away please.
but then again, 21 pple failed and ONLY 18 passes.
dun worry bling & rach, u'll do better next time ((:
"failure is the stepping stone to success"
had tuition with justina when got back home.
indices/inequalties= driving me nuts

tuesday.
FAILED MATH
12/40 BOOHOO. so depressing.
but then again, da paper was extremely hard can.
like less than 10pple passed?! arghh. and yet i couldnt have been one of them.
council & peer investiture went pretty well. except for da fact dat i screwed up during da last part while talking bout da reason as to why we (da councillors) chose the song to dance too. but other than dat, everything else went smoothly. phew*
had drama after sch, was pretty fun!
ahha i lurvee da robbery scene lar.
so hilarious/silly!
headed to kfc for cheese fries & popcorn chicken *yummy
then spent over an hr at popular trying to find the PERFECT file & foolscap & pens ! ahah
got home at almost 8. was dead tired!
transferred everythin into my dark peach/pinkish file ((:
how pretty.
slept real early and didnt complete any of my hw.
not dat it was due da next day anyway!

monday.
doris wanted to change our seating arrangements
and boy did she make everyone unhappy!
and her reason for doing so was plain stupid.
but becoz i gave her a whole crap on how she shldnt change our places and make everyone unhappy, she did think it through. and she let us return back to our normal places!
was so pissing can. i dun see why she had to do so when we were all doing well at our current places. and there are certain pple dat u work best with. how irritating*
ooh and i dropped my pretty bottle TWICE and it resulted in major dents!! arghhh. BOOHOO. )):

sunday.
STAYED HOME!
boring.

saturdayy.
went for meeting.
class- managed to collect $120.80! (: hopefully, we'll reach our target eh.
wenta jill's surprise bbq after dat! was so fun.
sooo much foood! ahha ((:

gonna go watch datz so raven now!
till then (:

COMMON TESTS NO MORE

2006-02-16T04:05:00.000-08:00

wahhh.
been hell long since i came online! thanks to common tests!!
but itz all OVER! ((: finally.
NO MORE late nights. YAY.
i wanna get back all my papers!!!
dont think i'll do well for physics.chinese.social studies! ):

boy am i tired!
had drama after sch! argh.
got home at almost 7. RAHH.
so sleepy/tired now.

NOT FAIR.
i wanna go ps with bling & rizzy on sat after investiture rehearsal but CANT thanks to mtg. didnt go for da past 2weeks. oh wells.
sighs.

-yawns

weekends no more.

2006-02-11T12:39:00.000-08:00

weekends no more!
back to sch tmr!
sighs. weekends past simply too fast.
monday- chinese & social studies test.
tuesday- english & math test
(valentine's day.)
wednesday- physics & chemistry test
thursday- geography & literature test
(cca:drama)
friday- NO MORE TESTS.
council investiture rehearsal. till 5plus.
RAHHDEY RAHH RAHH.
wad a busy week im gonna have
nothing but staring at textbks trying to absorb as much info as i can.
how totally and absolutely BORING.
even valentine's day is gonna be spent MUGGING! ahhaha
oh and if im not wrong, posting results of musical is out! gonna check tmr. (:
today is sucha 'stay-home sunday'.
i dunno why im here blogging when im supposed to be studying.

saturdayy.
wenta meet bling all da way at NOVENA to get my social studies notes!
was pretty late too. ahah sorry bling! (:
missed meeting! oh wells. heard not many turned up anws.
was supposed to meet egena.aaron p.immanuel at church foyer to da 'brick' thingy. was late again! haha. SORRY.
wahh. gotta save up $1.20 per day. $8.40 a week. and $33.60 for da whole month. ): lets hope we reach our target of collecting $1108.80 by the end of 4weeks yeah.
attended mass with sandra and da others abandoned us to sit behind coz they claimed that where we were sitting was too cold!
went home after dat and watched 'sugar & spice', 'princess diaries royal engagement 2' and 'enough' on axn.
it was sucha nice show! moral of da movie: marry a rich but not all dat rich husband! ahaha.

gonna study s.s. and chinese now!
ive wasted enough time already.
lurvee ! <3

bad day.

2006-02-10T01:13:00.000-08:00

RAHH.
today's not a very goood day. )):
firstly, physics test was soooooo disappointing.
gosh im so depressed.
though i passed, it wasnt good enough. argh. so frustrating.
secondly, had council & peer investiture rehearsal today right after sch.
im emcee-ing with jonathan lim (da sch's gay. yet everyone loves him) and like it was just so crappy lar. coz da speech and programmes all not confirmed, so it was confusing!
and i was sooo embarrassed when i pronounced SECRETARY as se-cre-ta-ry. heard pple laughing in da background.
how mean please. but then again, i have laughed at countless of people who go up on stage and embarrass themselves by mispronoucing words. i guess i got a dose of my own medicine! ahhaa
and last but not least, i got caught for my stupid nike socks. i just dun see why mrs sidhu gotta make sucha fuss outta it.
and i could have gotten out of getting a demerit point ohkay! my very first demerit point. she clearly said she wanted to see me after i was done talkin bout da script with ms sim. BUT.....
me: mrs sidhu, ermm u wanted to see me right.
her: i did? whatever for?
me: yeah, regarding my socks.
her: (gives me da 'oh yeah' look)
me: (oh crap! i shldnt have looked for her. SHE ACTUALLY FORGOT! )
her: yes. i want a good explanation as to why ur wearing dat socks?
me: ermm. i ran outta da normal-non-branded or has any logo socks? its in da wash.
her: (starts scrutinizing me from head to toe, tucks in my shirt so geekly, frowns at my fringe) if you want to remain in council, u gotta meet da expectations. but if ur no longer interested, then we wont have to bother so much. but i nvr want to see that socks again. and u will have a demerit point against you in council.
me: (OH U STUPID WOMAN.)
her: so what are you going to do about this?
me: ermm. go to da washroom and clip up my fringe, tuck in my shirt properly and wear proper socks with no brand/logo whatsoever.
her: (walks away)
now dat uve heard bout all these, just tell me how frustrating it is!! gosh.
tchers are soo *______. mrs sidhu herself wears reebok/nike socks. wad kinda example is she setting?! -annoyed.

but i had fun with izzy peasy measy and rachie bachie mitchie after sch!
wenta thomson plaza to have lunch.
bling said she was gonna come but she didnt in da end lar!
YOU OWE US ONE GURL! haha
she went for her dance practice for her item for investiture.

gonna have to start mugging!
common tests next week. )):
really wanna do well. well, who doesnt! ahha

i guess itz time to move on.

mellows oh bellows.

2006-02-08T03:07:00.000-08:00

been 4days since i was here!
lots has happened.
been simply too busy to even go online!
sch's boring yet fun.

wednesday.
was supposed to go for investiture rehearsal but didnt! ((:
coz of tuition. yepps.
gosh. mr big-mouth is so LOUD lar.
he's like a natural amplifier.
his voice is damn annoying please, he simply cant shut up!
though he's sittin like a row away, we can see hear him oh so clearly.
and there he was, yakkin away on & on during physics.
and to think i thought GURLS were chatty!
argh. he was so gettin on my last nerve!!
ahaha. but as annoyin as it was, it did get rizzy, bling and me in a fit of giggles.
physics is sooo confusing lar. )):
and common tests are nxt week! rahhh.
oh got back eng compre test today. rather disappointing actually. kinda expected to have done much better! -frowns

tuesday.
it was a marshmellow day! yummy*
had geog test, whick i think i jumbled up my facts! ):
oh and guess wad! i actually PASSED maths. YAY. -grins
but when i was doing corrections and all, i realized i cld very well have gotten so much more marks if not for darn careless mistakes!
da word is COULD have.
boohoo. how depressing.
carelessness gets you absolutely NOWHERE!
had photo taking today! da individual ones.
had to wear hideously horrid green blazer!
i simply dun understand why we gotta take every yr! already got sooo many. gosh. perhaps they think we'll have some drastic change every yr eh.

monday.
had darn pe! how exhausting.
did our 2.4km around da sch.
came in at 17.50s. ahahah pretty bad yeahs.
passed though! coz max time is 18.20s.
oooh and went for da musical auditions after sch! (:
hmms. lookin forward to posting of da results though.
hope itz gd news.

gdbye my lover-james blunt.
da song's stuck in my head!

ladeeedum

2006-02-04T07:07:00.000-08:00

ladeeedum.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAITH! ((:
celebrated faith's & charm's bdae today.
had choc cake and choc ice cream.YUM.
cat class was darn hilarious please.
found out who's da top3 hottest guys. hahaa.

wenta bling's hse for dinner after class
but didnt stay for long though, left pretty early and headed to meet joshy to go genevieve's place for dinner. didnt eat though. sooo full!
ahaha we gambled there! was sooo boring yet fun.
was surprised to see a certain pple there.
hmmms. but then again, it wasnt all dat surprisin! ahha

rushed home at around 10plus to catch I Not stupid.
oh and did i mention!
Egena is in I Not Stupid 2! ahah so cool please.
i wanna act in mediacorp!! ((:

argh.
IHATEYOU.
ur no longer who i thought u were.
itz as if i dun noe u anymore.
RAHHS.

pmsing?

2006-02-03T05:49:00.000-08:00

gosh. im blogging AGAIN.
haha well, too bored i guess.
da day was boring!
was home all day with laurie & lari
watched 'raise your voices' dvd (borrowed from dearest joel accad aka hong ping guo) HAHA. da movie was real goood. i enjoyed it!
and joscelyn, u might wanna watch coz it has hilary duff in it! ahha

anws, i think mum's pms-ing.
and itz affecting me.
i did try to be nice bout it and tolerate but i cldnt after awhile.
sooo annoying please.
she went on and on. from one situation to another.
gosh. mothers are sooo *______

oh and im really sorry rachie!!
though u prob wont be readin this, im still reallyy sorry for leaving you all alone to take da darn temp. at da blk urself juz coz i didnt go sch!
i owe you one gurl! ((:
and i still think itz so darn stupid to take da darn temperature at diff stupid locations at diff stupid times. darn geog!
i simply detest faridah. she annoys da living shit outta me.
i cant stand how we can be in her class for 2 long hours and hardly learn anything. she'll just go on and on and on with nothing useful/meaningful/worth learning coming outta her mouth.
and there i will be, either sleepin or stoning away, knowin im not missing out on anything.
at this rate, i noe i cant depend on her to get good grades for geog.
tell me just how infuriating dat is!

oh and ohmygawd.
da freakin individual photo taking is like next tues and i have potential pimples!! argh. how can i have my pic taken with enormously large hideous-lookin monsters on my face? rahh. how depressing. )):
major BOOHOO.

wahhh. common tests coming up AGAIN, and itz only like next next week lar. argh!
so shitty please.
another major BOOHOO i wld say. ahha.

oh crap. survivor started already!
gotta go watch now!
lurvee to all! (:

rahhdey rahh rahh

2006-02-02T19:16:00.000-08:00

rahhdey rahh rahh.
didnt go sch today!
was sick! pooorr me*
itz da case of da cny blues where da entire family is falling sick.
anws, felt sooo uncomfortable durin sch and all.
puked ytd on da way home - darn gross please
and da curry puff man stopped selling his puffs to stare at me.
and it was all wateryy! coz i hardly ate anything.
and i stayed in bed for like da entire evening! haha

got back chem test already! got a distinction! YAY.
ahaha sorry to rub it in bling.
hmm, not sure if physics/math test went well.
cant wait to get it back!
oh and compre & lit test too.
darn da tchers! take soo long to mark.

cant wait for sat!
going over to bling's hse for dinner. YUM.
alrite. datz all!
gonna bring josh down to wait for his sch bus.
((:

you're right! i WONT forgive you.

happy cny to all!

2006-01-31T04:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CNY!
wheeeeeeeeee.
so da angbao collection was not too bad!
visiting was fun and boring. ahha
was good to see da cousins and erm aunties/uncles all yeah.
once a yr. thank god for dat. aha.
but gosh. these 3 days have been nothing but FOOD.FOOD.FOOD.
i think ive gained another 10kg. ahha.
oh and poor josh ate tooo much cheese during our raclette-dinner that he puked in da car! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeew. like how gross please.
but it was darn hilarious. cheese boy!

anws. today marks da last day of the holidays!
back to sch tmr.
aargh. physics test tmr!
alriteey. back to hw/mugging. ((:

lurvees to all! <3

im backk!

2006-01-28T03:44:00.000-08:00

hellooo world.
yes itz been hell long since i touched this thing.
my last entry was dated nov05. ahah!
wells, itz a new yr. and a fresh start! ((:

today was CRAZY!
wenta town with laurie dearie.
gosh. dat gurl is soooo hard up for macs choc sundae.
she wld do ANYTHING and i reallyy mean ANYTHING for it.
ahhahah! -laughs.
alritey.
gotta go have reunion dinner now!
chinese new yr=angbaos=moneyy! HAH.

.oh wad have i gotten myself into
i feel a pang of regret.

happy bdae JOSHUA!

2005-11-24T12:39:00.000-08:00

wheeeee!
was joshua brandon cheah yi hao's birthday ytd.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO! ((:
we had a surprise party for him! he sure is loved! ahha
we met like real real early coz his parents said he was an early waker so we wanted to be there before he wakes up.
me.sandra.joel.joscelyn.faith.charmaine.janice.angela.dorothy met at admiralty at like 7am? and it was raining! sooo wanted to sleep man.
we reached his place and he was still sleepin! wad a pig. ahha
we took out all da food we brought, da cake and everything and wenta his room to surprise him! haha so funny!
he looked surprised, or maybe he expected it all along? hahaa.
oooh then we gave him his prezzies!
it was a SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS boxers! and a personalised tee with his name & parables on it. way cool man.
we went town da day before to shop for him!
and speakin of dat, i had loads of fun man! ((:
so anws, after da bday boy got outta bed and washed up, it was amelia's turn to be surprised! coz da party's also for her. her bdae was a few days before though!
so we relighted da cake and surprised her! haha
bet she didnt expect it!
and after all da surprising, we sat down to EAT! ahha
der was sooo much food please.
even though we each brought something and der was enough for all of us, josh's mum still wenta cook even more food!
der was soooo much left over please! not dat we didnt wanna eat, but we were too full!
and we ate sooo much when it was juz 8plus! haha felt like it was lunch though.
then some of them played his ps, while da others played chess or monopoly.
was darn fun! i was playing monopoly and we were screaming and making soo much noise! ahha
HMA (hottest man alive) wasnt around man! damn. haha

time passed real real fast and soon it was almost 2pm!
which means, back to church for rehearsal!
was really fun too!
we tried on our costumes and all dat. and rehearsed!
sandra looked uber cute in her angel outfit with da tiny aDORAble wings!
joel.joscelyn.joshua were da innkeepers and wise men with big big hats which cld pass for dustbins! ahhaa
charmaine.annabel were mary & joseph!
dorothy and zara were da shepherds with fake and dusty sheeps!
me? i was da narrator who managed to convince them dat i didnt need a costume! hahaa
we were all so not serious man! we were playin and stuff. hahha damn fun.
doing stretches, starfish rolls and simply being MAD! hahaha
and becoz of all da rolling ard on da carpet and all dat, i had FLU!
like arghhh.cldnt stop sneezing man.

went home with sandra. didnt attend mass.
this gurl in da bus kept staring at us! soo weird.
reached home, watched tong xin yuan.
fell asleep on da couch! was so tired ohkay.
then i woke up ard 9plus. missed half of rainbow connection.
jianyi is damn cute please!! *drools. =p
wenta sleep after dat!
was still sneezing! ahhh. my nose is so irritating.

rahhs! why can YOU understand.

emily rose.

2005-11-12T03:46:00.000-08:00

rahhs!
im at brandon's hse now!!
with parables. wells, not all! but most of them.
sandra.charmaine.angelyn.bryan.joel.brandon.janice.
so exciting eh!
itz almost 4am now and none of us are asleeep.
besides his fly of coz! haha.
da night was ever so fun please.
we wenta watch exorcism of emily rose, which was real real scary!
then headed over to brandon's place to watch vcds! haha
oh we watched 'child's play' which was ever so sadistic!
and constantine which was.. hmmm.. interesting! haha yes yes.
and now, im so bored im blogging! ahaha
im not sleepy either. weird weird.

i LOVE parables!!
FAMILY.<3

lalala

2005-11-09T19:12:00.000-08:00

i'll have to blog bout council camp another day!
bloggin bout parables retreat sure was tiring!
my fingers are tired.
((:

parables retreat.

2005-11-09T19:05:00.000-08:00

friday-sunday.
4-6 nov'05.
parables retreat.
was so darn fun! truly a great and unforgettable experience!
i'll try to list down everything we did!
all who were there:
dora.sandra.joshua.janice.joscelyn.enid.faith.dorothy.
joel.angela.angelyn.charmaine.bryan.genevieve.amelia.magdelene.
and our fantastic facilitators:
gerri.kevin.alan.james.julian.joyce

fridayy.
we got to changi beach.
it was so dirty and insect-infested!
played our first game 'pepsi-cola 123'
bryan won! ahha yepps.
then we were given this piece of paper which contained questions on ourselves and da grp!
we had 1hr and 30 mins to do reflections and stuff lah.
was soo darn long!!
everyone had to spread out all over da beach and we cldnt talk and stuff.
then when time was up, we gathered together and did some sharings.
sooo boring!
reflections and sharings are an absolute no-no for me!!
after dat, we were given sweeets.
da number of sweets u took was da number of things u had to share bout urself.
was pretty fun! coz some pple had a lot! haha yepps.
then lunch came. it was so hard to eat! with so many irritating mosquitoes around lah!!
i never had a more frustrating lunch.
then we all squeezed into Father's van and headed to da chalet.
yes, u heard me right.
all 16 of us. oh and kevin.gerri.julian.james too!
so dat makes 20 pple squeezed into a small van with so many big bags!
we got there and we started off by playin this card game where u had to share either a love/happy/sad/embarrassing story.
then we went into da chalet.
which was more of a hse actually! was so darn huge please.
it had 5bedrooms, 1kitchen, one dining room, one living room, one tabletennis table and 6 toilets!
aint it hugeee!!! ahaha
so we were split up into 2rooms.
pple who were in my room
-sandra.joscelyn.charamine.angelyn.enid.faith.angela.ME.
then we went down and walked all da way to errrm.. somewhere further away? yeah.
we were then either blindfolded or tied up.
everybody but joscelyn!
so we had to help each other to find our way back and stuff lah.
we took forever to get back!
when we started da game, it was still very bright.
but by da time we reached, it was so dark please!!
then we sat and SHARED, sighs,
sharings are sucha bore!
oh and did i mention?
coz my head was all wrapped up with masking tape, i had difficulty taking it all out! was so pain!! lost quite a few strands of hair pleasee. my poor head hurt! haha.
but thanks to gerri and olive oil, it all finally came out!
so we showered and then headed down to get dinner ready,
dinner was maggi mee! ahhaa yepps!
der was sooo much left over lah! omg. was pretty gross when we had to combine da soupy and dry maggi mee all into da pot!! EWWWW.
but while dinner was gettin ready.
der was entertainment for those who had nth to do.
alan wld tell us wad to perform.
and if we didnt, someone in da kitchen cookin wld not get to eat!
brownie/joel's one was da best please!!
his 3lil'pigs was damn hilarious!!!
he's so talented lah! hahaa.
sandra was funnier.
coz she cldnt sing twinkle little stars in an angry tone, she was tied to da wall! yepps.
after dinner was reflections and stuff.
yeah. then was sleepin time!!
time sure passed fast eh.

saturday
woke up earlyyy!
had prayer session with alan.
wenta da beach.
praised God! then we went into da water to read our aloud our fav. psalm!
da water was kinda dirtyy,. but refreshing! haha yepps.
then went back and we had breakfast!
went back up to da living room or issit family room?
oh wadeva! then we had to write down our strengths and weaknesses.
then we passed ard our own piece of paper and everyone had to write down wad they thought of u and stuff!
was reallyyy sweet please!!
oh my. wad we did after dat was reallyy scary!
we did da trust-fall thingy.
where u'll fall from a table and pple below had to catch you.
it was freaky ohkay!!
joyce was da first and we didnt catch her!!! she fell and hit her head!!
felt reallyy bad. so poor thing lah!
however, coz some others were really scared and traumatised, they started crying and we taken away to calm down and stuff.
but enid was really really brave! without hesitation, she volunteered to go next, yepps. this time, we caught her!
so one by one, we all went.
till it was my turn!
i was so scared ohkay!!
not dat i didnt trust them, but it was scary!! but i did it!
and so did everyone else!!
im so glad we trusted each other!
we headed back in and SHARED again! haha yes yes.
oh and after boring sharing, we did roleplaying!
everyone was to have a role in the family.
enid & joel - mummy & daddy
bryan & genevieve - grandfather & grandmother.
dorothy - Godmother
faith - uncle
angela - auntie
joshua - eldest son
joscelyn - eldest daughter
janice - daughter
amelia - daughter
magdelene - daughter
angelyn - youngest daughter
charmaine - gardener
me and sandra weree... of all pple! da MAIDS.
ahhaa yepps! bit it was real real fun!
so our task was to cook lunch, fried rice for everybody and our guests who were gerri.alan.joyce.julian.james.
after lunch, we went into da room.
and spent 4hrs30mins sharing! like omg.
we all shared bout our families and stuff.
was rather touching and emotional!
and this was da day, 5nov05 dat we all bacame one big family!
after sharings and all, we wenta shower!
and when we went down, joyce had already cooked dinner for all of us! yepps. was real real yummy too!
had oil-based sphagetti , bean sprouts with carrots and balck pepper.. not beef, but PORK. ahaha.
oh dessert was gd too!
had jellies and chocolates.
oh and not forgetting, sparkling grape wine.
so we all had to make a toast in order to get da chocs. ahha yepps.
dinner was rather long yet fun!
so when we were all done, we had to clear up!
and while a few of them were washing dishes, some of us ran around puttin ice down each other's shirts! was fun! ahha ..
then we received news dat each of us had to come up with a performance.
da theme was comedy and we cld do anythin so long as it was funny!
we were given 30mins to do so!
so we all went up, hoping to help each other find smthn we cld do.
but instead, we spent da 30mins talking nonsense and joking! ahha
so james came in and asked us if we were readyy.
we begged him to help! but he wasnt much of a help actually. ahah
then he taught us an action song! was hilarious!!
after dat, we all went down.
everyone was freakin out coz it was time to perform.
and most of us were unprepared! uh huh.
joscelyn did mrs bean and she was great! so funnyy!!!
enid was really gd too!! she pretended she was this gurl, amanda, performin for a concert and she sang diff songs!
janice was real funny with her tiny yet aDORAble dog!
bryan was entertainin!!! he did this shocking job thingy.
joel did his 3lil'pigs again! he was snorting away! so funny lah
sandra did her heads and knees. her own version of 'heads, shoulders, knees and toes. coz she cldnt touch both her shoulders and knees! hahaa
she's retarded!!
charmaine and faith did catwalks!
angela did da 'if ur happy and u noe it' thingy.
mag did da modern version of a chicken dance.
gen told us a joke.
josh.. he repeated da jokes dat were shared durin lunch.. or was it dinner? either one!
amelia did 'o macdonalds had a lil farm'
angelyn acted as a blur spiderwoman.
dot did phua chu kang! she was soooo funny too!
me? i did my ambitions thingy and i screwed up. ahha. yes. embarrasing as it was, i managed to get over it. ahha oh wells!
oh and kevin was damn hilarious with his fingers matrix thingy
by da time we ended, it was 1 plus already! time flies!!
and so we all headed back to da room.
we decided dat since it was our last night, we ought to sleep together.
so we spent a lotta time shifting mattresses and sleepin bags!
but we finally finished after quite long!
da room was big enuff to fit all of us!
lights out was 2.30am but by da time we were done, we had only 10mins left to play cards!
so we didnt play for long before they came and forced us to sleep!
but we were all still talking and stuff for awhile.
however, all of them fell asleep before long! haha wad pigs! =p
but me josh and sandra stayed up till like 4plus, almost 5?
yepps. we were talkin bout our dreams, gossiping, and sharing ghost stories! ahha was real real fun!

sunday.
woke up even earlier!
suffered from lack of sleep from havin slept for like only 3-4 hrs!
had prayer session in da room.
went down, had breakfast.
cleared up, wenta pack our stuff, got dressed for mass.
then had a talk by da facilitators.
everyone was already fallin asleep.
so when asked to shut our eyes, everyone took it as a chance to sleep! ahha was damn funnyy.
so we hardly heard anythin dat was goin on.
then we left da chalet and walked towards da bus. headed back to church to attend mass!

dat was how we spent out 3days.
we learnt so much!
how to love each other, to trust one another and we learnt bout each other even more!
because of this retreat,
we're so tight now.
we're a FAMILY.
i love parables!!!
every single one of them. <3

argh.im dead tired.

2005-10-21T22:30:00.000-07:00

da past few days have been awesome!
we do nth but play stupid yet FUN games in class!
great way to spend da last few days of being together.
after all, everyone's gonna be splited up.
argh. im so NOT lookin forward.
i hate it. i cant adapt to changes dat quickly.
itz so annoying. sighs. )):

fridayy.
no sch! BUT had to go back coz of darn council meeting.
tskkk. sucha waste of time please.
so darn early too! at 9am!!
but wenta bling's hse after dat to get our dance over and done with!
was real fun! ahhaa
was so darn MAD! jumpin all around and snatching pillows!
bling.huiyi.mel.addie dragged me on da floor juz to get da darn pillow which was oh so COMFY!
and dat resulted in my leg injury. BOOHOO.
pain pain pain!
da things pple would do for a pillow! tskkk. HAHA
went home ard 7 plus.
was dead tired. body all sore from dancing! ahhaa

thursdayy.
had da darn rehearsal for emcee-ing on fri's open house!
ended pretty early though!
oh and ahtan so cant sit properly!
and she was wearin a skirt lah! omg. HAHAHA
and so u can guess from here wad we saw!
sucha eyesore! but darn hilarious. GROSS. =p

wednesdayy.
parent's anniverary!!!! ((:
went out for dinner.
spent some quality time together.
was good! yepps.
sch was not too bad though.
played murderer, truth or dare etc etc etc.
stupidly fun games! HAHA

tuesdayy
didnt go sch!
woke up LATE! ahhaha
was too tired to wake up anyways.
oh and i figured not goin wldnt be sucha loss coz i so thought we wldnt be gettin back our results but guess wad!
WE DID! everything in fact. argh.
failed MATH! boohooo. not too happy bout it.
not at all happy actually! )):

mondayy.
no sch! marking day!
wenta town with jing.rach.izzy!
had a great time! ahaha
we had our own fun juz laughin away!
lurvee them! <3

im good with or without YOU!

fun fun fun!!

2005-10-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

now dat da exams are overr.
my life has so much more meaning already.
HAHA.
but wells, not looking forward to gettin back da results!
oh wells!!

fridayy.
went to town to watch 'into the blue'
i must say it was pretty good! yepps.
saw bling.addie.wanxing.mel there.
bought my ripples gorgeous brown slippers!!
lurvee it pleaseeee. <3

saturdayy.
wenta st gab's pri to help out for sunday's Parish Assembly.
took damn long to get there ah!
lost our way. took like 1 1/2 hrs to get der.
helped with da carryin of tables/chairs to da hall.
pretty fun in a way.
gossiped bout 'miss i-like-younger-guys'.
HAHAHA. whoops.
went back in uncle daniel's car.
had lunch at some prata shop.YUMMY.
had cat class after dat, oh it was so darn funny please!!
we did skits and all.
darn hilarious! with pple like neil.scott.
took lottsa pics after class coz we werent gonna attend mass.

wahh. cant believe im being so darn detailed!
oh wells. nth to do anwayys.
derz no sch tmrr! .marking dayy.
GRINS-

sundayy.
parish assembly!
it was good. yepps.
a pity it rained real heavy though.ohwells.
wasnt all dat affected.
sean & lexine's bdae party after dat
was pretty fun! uh huh.
played murderer. ahhaa
stupid game but yet so exciting lah!
oh sean's prezzie from me.sandra is like damn cool lah.
ahhaha. pictures of us on da huge lollipop and da card.
wayy cool eh. ahah.
=)))

.da world is in need of liberation.

exams are OVER!

2005-10-13T04:01:00.000-07:00

argh. exams are officially OVER.
well, unless u count art paper tmr.
im not very satisfied with how the way things are now
IF only. itz a great big IF.
but to look on da brighter side of things, i can finally watch tv!!
gosh. itz been long eh.
too long indeed.
but then again. results would be out soon.
i already noe i wont do well for math and chinese.
da freakin paper was darn hard!
i did try my best. perhaps it juz wasnt good enuff.
oh wells. too late to turn back time.
and im not like a certain *someone who cries over spilled milk.

because of YOU. things are da way it is now.

HELLO.

2005-10-01T10:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO world.
in case u were wondering, NO im not dead yet.
still living.
juz been real busy.
too busy to blog.
nahh. more of laziness actually.
yepps. i tell myself:
i HAVE.MUST.SHOULD.NEED AND I WILL STUDY.
but i dont! ahhaa yes.
all talk and no action eh.
but i cant help it if juz lookin at those books filled with nth but boring old words simply put me to sleeep! uh huh.
oh wells.
as each day passes. i panic.
i scream at myself.
well, mentally.
but then again, it cant be helped if i have a verrryy short attention span!
oh wells. this is in fact depressing.

so life has been BORING!
not boring boring but boring.
yeah, if ya get wad i mean.

at times i wonder.
if people really love u for who YOU are.
or are they close to you juz so they can gain smth outta u.
u wldnt noe wld u?
one moment, u might be da bestest of friends.
talking bout everythin and anything under da sun
da next, u're declaring to da entire world on wad a bitch she is.
for she went ard sharing ur deepest darkest secret.
and she twisted and turned da facts juz to make it more interesting.
and now, everyone's gossiping bout YOU.
they all know wad you have done.
they're laughin AT you. not WITH you.
itz funny aint it.
how u can put so much trust in someone.
thinking dat, da person understands.
dat he/she really cares.
and after knowin how she went round gossiping bout u,
u vow never to trust anyone again.
but then again. itz all YOUR fault.
it never wld have happened if u didnt tell anyone.
but u juz had to open ur darn big mouth and share.
itz not her fault she wanted to share it with others!
she didnt wanna be selfish.

wad crap. am i even makin sense?
thought to ponder upon eh.

today was exciting.
or rather, giggly.
cat class was ever so retarded-ly fun.
dinner with da family was good.
oh and i actually passed my math test!
smth to be proud of?
perhaps.

alrights. this entry has been rather long.
wont be bloggin much i guess.
exams!
but then again, i never do blog often eh.
hahs.

leave da past behind you.
walk into da LIGHT.

2005-09-18T14:15:00.000-07:00

so itz been a week since i last updated.
so many things to do.
so busy! haha
but im glad itz all over now.
dnd was pretty fun!
and emcce-ing wasnt too bad either.
esp when we were so not ready.
now itz back to concentrating on darn school
uh huh.
rahhs!!
anyways. so we've moved to our new campus.
not too bad if i say so myself.
lurvee my colourful classroom!
da tables and chairs are ever so colourful please.
RED.
GREEN
BLUE.
YELLOW.
exciting aint it? mine's yellow btw. ahaha
sittin on it cheers me up! =)))

oh and do u noe?
choc sundae cures headaches!! HAHAH

stressed!

2005-09-08T01:10:00.000-07:00

rahhhh!!!!
im so freakin busy.
derz juz sooo much to do
and yet so lil time
and dnd is juz like wad?
a darn week away?
me and desmond ng obviously have major probs compromising!
he wants to do it HIS way
and i want it done MY way
but itz pretty hilarious actually.
da stupid lame stuff we come up with.
anyways. itz already thurs!
like ohmygod!
der so isnt timeee!!!
i have got tons loads of hw!!
and have i mention i so have not started?
STRESSED.
ahahha. i so cannot stick to wad i wanna do.
i was like planning on how i was gonna brush up on my darn math
and yet i dun see myself doin anything bout it.
like IM SO SCREWED.

somebody HELP me.

sec2 MARK camp'04

2005-09-06T12:58:00.000-07:00

CAMP WAS AWESOME!
had soo much fun and learnt many many stuff too.
great experience.
and im so much closer to my classmates now!
they rock! i lurveee them plentyplentymuchmuch.
oh and da warm fuzzies were eva so exciting! ahahha
everyone was wonderin who wld write them lil' notes!
HAHAHA.
oh so many stuff happened.
but im lazy to blog bout it all!
i cant possibly cover 3awesome days of camp in juz 1 darn entry can i?
plus if u werent at da camp, u wld never understand!
u gotta experience it to know it!
am i making sense?
yepp i think i am. ahahha
oh after camp, most of us wenta cwp.
with our very huge heavy bags!
but da guys took cab and carried our bags with them!
nice pple eh? ahah
anws so we had a hard time deciding where to eat.
da guys wanted to head to seoul garden even though they already had lunch. itz like wadz wrong with guys and their HUGE appetite?
ahhaha. so we went our separate ways and met up after everyone was done eating.
wenta gab's place after dat to take MORE pics coz josh's camera's batt was flat thanks to me! ahahha
we were at mos burger and i took all sorts of pics! HAHHA
da guys played soccer while me.faith.immanuel went around da playground taking MORE MORE pics of ourselves!
i lurvee da camera!
da camera lurvees me too! haha
and oh did i mention aaron was ever so sweeeet? ahaha
he wrote me a warm fuzzy coz he felt bad for not writing me one initiallyy. heex. =)))))

.dun give up on me yet.

2005-09-01T22:00:00.000-07:00

i hate it when time passes so darn fast.
it annoys me.
felt like it was juz a few hrs ago i saw da 6I-ers.
and yet itz already 10 plus.
and worst of all.
derz SCHOOL tmr.
rahh. gotta wake up earlyy.
but look on da bright side.
itz da last day for this term!
HOLIDAYS.
but it wldnt exactly be considered as a holiday.
itz only a pathetic week.
and after da sept hols, derz only 3weeks left to streaming.
BOOHOO.
and then it wld be next yr already.
with everyone splited into diff classes.
rahh! aint it annoying.
TOTALLY.

.I CANT BELIEVE I BELIEVED.

2005-08-31T22:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY.
haha. sch was ever so fun pleasee.
even sci was interesting.
mrs pang is truly an inspiration.
she's a really stong person and i admire her for dat.
yepps. =)))
da walk over to campus 1 was so freakin hot ah.
da concert was ever so amusing.
and our performance was great.=)))
but it ended so darn late! at 1.15 when itz supposed to end at 12.30.
anws. so i headed to cwp to meet da rest.

SHERRIE.FREDA.MAHDI.SAMUEL.ZI YONG.BRYANT.

these pple rock my socks.
i lurvee them!!

sherrie is still as crazy as ever.
each time i see her, she has a new and weirder haircut!
shez definitely one in a million!
freda hasnt changed much either.
but shez all bout her image and reputation.
HAHAHA. dat gurl's hilarious.
mahdi has grown! omg. so shocking.
hez taller than me already.
everyone is! BOOHOO.
he entertains me with his insults and sarcasm.
he looks so much more mature too.
no more pri4 kid! HAHAHA.
samuel has changed so much i almost cldnt recognize him.
we checked his ezlink card to see if it was really him and not some imposter. HAHAHA. spastic!
hez taller and a total fashion disaster!
his billabong shirt looked like it cld fit 2 of him.
hez sucha tyipcal chinah-fied guy. hahaha.
zi yong is so darn skinny now ah!
he used to be so fat.
i wonder where all his fat went.
hahaa. he looks great too.
as tall as usual.
and omg. his magic tricks are simply fantastic!
bryant looks like a hairstylist.
hahaha. hez so gay! i cant stand it.
his shirt was so darn tight. HAHAH.

it has been ages since we all hung out together !
we do da crappiest and most retarded things.
and yet we have so much fun.
derz juz so many memories we had together.
and and our once horrid taste in da opposite sex.
HAHAHA.
itz hilarious and utterly shameful to think bout it.
a total embarrassment.
oh and mrs veronica hasn't changed one bit!
and her baby, ashton is simply adorable!

alrights.
i think datz enuff for now!

.between now and then, till i see you again.
i'll be loving you.

BOOHOO.

2005-08-30T17:53:00.000-07:00

BOOHOO.
itz been AGES since i got home earlyy.
da past few days have been nth but dance pract for tcherz dae.
and yes! we did make it thru da auditions. -grins
but but. itz been real FUN.
esp when everyone gets hyper. hahs.

saturday/sunday.
church was fun! as usual.
it was jarod's and marcus's bdae partyy.
had much much fun.
time was well-spent.
amanda and i had our gossip session.
been ages since we got together to do dat. HAHA.
neva knew dat gurl was so resourceful! =)))
and amandaa! we so have not finished yet.
another day perhaps!

HAVE I MENTION BOUT MY HATRED FOR.

PIMPLES???

THEY SO ANNOY ME!

RAHH. =(((

-FRUSTRATED.

but at least i dun have acne. =)))
im grateful for dat!

oh and we did da script thingy with mr lee.
da three of us were so darn lethargic.
so he bought us hershey's and greeen tea! =))
oh and PE today was fun.! played powerball.
but i was like all sneeezyy da entire dae.
used up gazillions of tissues please.
AAAHHHCHHHOOO.

torn into pieces
cant deny, cant pretend.

GIGGLES.

2005-08-20T21:20:00.000-07:00

fun fun fun!
today was FUN!
HAHAHAH.
was in my crazy mood; once i start laughin i cant stopp.
meeting was alrightt.
did a lotta admin stuff.
but itz like they wanna have rehearsals for da dnd durin weekdays and all. like from 7-9 but itz like derz sch da next day.
i needta studyy and do my hw.
cant be all lazy no moreee.
exams are nearing. SCARY.

ANYWAYS.
derz been a whole lotta new pple joinin our class this few weeks.
and mel finally came for class ah.
gosh! itz been ages since i saw her.
im lookin forward to camp!!
i wonder hows our plant doin!
hope itz still aliveee. HHAHA.
oh and on da way back with sandra in da bus juz now, we were havin a laughin fit and this malay woman kept starin at us! like wadz her prob pleaseee.
and sandra/SUZIE kept givin me her possessed look. man she really did look possessed!! HAHA.
rahh. ive got meetin tmrr too. 1-3pm!
busyy busy!

then i see u standin there.
wanting more from me.
and all i can do is TRY.

PAINFUL.

2005-08-19T19:25:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA.
OMG.
IM SO DARN BLIND.
i cant believe i actually walked straight into a pole.
OUCH!!
it HURT ah. and bling.mel. didnt do anythin but LAUGH.
yes maybe it was hysterical.
but it was PAIN!
uh huhh. hahaa. but im real glad da pain went off after a whileeee.
=)))))
today was juz another boring dae at sch.
nth much happened.
not dat i cld rmb anywayys.
HAH.
went home and slept for bout 3 hrs.
i must have been tired pleaseee!
oh and ive been ABUSED!
by my very own lil' bro.
he was like a bull charging at me.
FOR ABSOLUTELY NO REASON.
gosh. lil' boys these days are juz so VIOLENT.
tskk.

.bruised and battered by ur words.
.dazed and shattered now it hurts.

IT RHYMES. =))

debatee!!

2005-08-18T05:36:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeee!!
yes yes.
we won debateeee!!
hahahaha.
me.nurul.siling.yuki.were simply too gd for wrds so we won!!!
datz a load off my mind!
and i was da best speaker pleasee.
-GRINS
so proudd. ahhaha.
but i owe it all to da judges yeah? =)))

anywayys.
sch was not so bad todayy.
except for da fact dat i simply cant stand ms rice+ham
she is oh so annoying
and she's bias and racist and ugly!
HAHAHAHA.
but really ah.
she is alwayys picking on me juz coz im not pure chinese and my chinese aint as gd as da others and im alwayys talking.
but like HELLO!
her lesson is eva so boring!!
how can she expect me not to talkk???
besides, im not da only one who talks.
and i'll bet she complained to ah tan.
so i'll be in deep shit pleasee.
screw herr.

oh addie and my logo is simplyy awesome!
HAHAH.
dun ya think so addie?
=)))

lurveeeeee!

im JEALOUS

2005-08-14T07:44:00.000-07:00

rahh.
im JEALOUS.
lari juz got a new phonee. nokia 7270 pleaseee.
for absolutely no reason.
itz damn cool please.
looks better than laurie's!! HAHAHA.
just how fair is dat!!
sighs.

saturdayy. 13aug.
1e'04 class gathering was oh so fun!
a lotta pple turned up.
bond bond bond!
played stupid games that made us scream like insane pple.
had fun takin pics pics and more pics.
i lurve da cameraaaa.
im sure it lurvees me too!
-grins.
da food was oh so yummyy.
but most of us suffered from food contamination in one way or another da next dae!
HAHHAHAA.
was fun but we all went home earlyy coz itz da seventh mth and all.
yepps.

sundayy.14aug.
wenta nurul's hse for debate.
siling.yuki were der too.
it was alrightt.
but realized therez so much to do and we shld have started on our research much earlier.
our theme. 'this house believes that computers are da most impt. invention in da 20th century'
HOW BORING PLEASE.
haha. =)))

strawberries are yummyyy!
so is kiwi.apples.oranges.grapes.
HAHAHA.
nth else to sayyyy.

LAURIE LURVEES ME.
I NOE SHE DOES.
righttttttt?!

lurveeeeeeee!!